Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could Cinta me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she Cinta me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in Cinta was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in Cinta with me
Then, ask atau force her to sertai us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this Frozen hati, tengah-tengah of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in Cinta the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away sejak the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my hati, tengah-tengah remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could Cinta me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she Cinta me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in Cinta was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in Cinta with me
Then, ask atau force her to sertai us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this Frozen hati, tengah-tengah of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in Cinta the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away sejak the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my hati, tengah-tengah remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
Hit the jump to check out the images. The film stars Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, and Taylor Lautner. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 1 is set to open November 18th.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Cinta will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My Cinta will be there still
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
I done me wrong
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If anda done all wrong
anda can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If anda done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
anda can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong anda done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong anda done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If anda done all wrong
anda can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If anda done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
anda can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong anda done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong anda done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push anda off the path
With their frequency wires
And anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But anda don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
anda wish anda felt better
anda wish anda felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Allows the voices in
They wanna push anda off the path
With their frequency wires
And anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But anda don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
anda wish anda felt better
anda wish anda felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
anda can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your jalan light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
mencuri me a dog-eared map
And called for anda everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
atau Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
atau Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your jalan light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
mencuri me a dog-eared map
And called for anda everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
atau Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
atau Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
The jam has begun
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for anda Cinta always
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my Cinta always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for anda Cinta always
i Cinta twilight saga infinitely its beautiful i Cinta all the Filem equally and i specially Cinta the cullen family they are beautiful couples edward carlisle , esme , alice , emmett , rosalie ,jasper are excellent actors fit perfectly to the characters i hope they remain as family and no one of them dies i think lots of funs are agree with me and also the saga should continue for a very long time and short gaps between the Filem . and the new born baby should have been a boy with infinite powers but now that its girl its ok and also bella should Cinta lebih edward instead of jacob . jacob is also good corrector , robert and tayler are good actors , rosalie is so hot and beautiful i Cinta her lebih in new dawn . and once again the cullens should never die in saga . thanks to the writer and directors .