Have anda ever wake up one hari and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my hari ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the dapur probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends atau had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never utama because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he berkata one hari that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i Cinta my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hati, tengah-tengah broken but i learn that if anda don't let anyone in yoour hati, tengah-tengah anda will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person atau at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank bahagian, atas this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working atau drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i Cinta to run i fell free and i Cinta to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school hari pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years lalu a best friend Samantha Weller but she alih to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive utama and went to sleep my mom wasn't utama yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another hari pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for anda mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to sertai the club" i berkata smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon berkata quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give anda the news i thought anda would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she berkata
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and anda can stay with me" monica berkata
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster utama type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but anda twist it pretty badly anda can't run" i voice berkata i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker anda are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate berkata i had 1 lebih tahun
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster utama in just 1 tahun
"you are luck anda are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man berkata mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my hari ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the dapur probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends atau had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never utama because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he berkata one hari that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i Cinta my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hati, tengah-tengah broken but i learn that if anda don't let anyone in yoour hati, tengah-tengah anda will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person atau at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank bahagian, atas this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working atau drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i Cinta to run i fell free and i Cinta to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school hari pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years lalu a best friend Samantha Weller but she alih to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive utama and went to sleep my mom wasn't utama yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another hari pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for anda mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to sertai the club" i berkata smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon berkata quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give anda the news i thought anda would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she berkata
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and anda can stay with me" monica berkata
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster utama type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but anda twist it pretty badly anda can't run" i voice berkata i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker anda are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate berkata i had 1 lebih tahun
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster utama in just 1 tahun
"you are luck anda are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man berkata mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
Sorry its so short! komen and rate PLEASE!!!
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made anda mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if anda cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I berkata with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen berkata with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he berkata the same back to me.
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made anda mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if anda cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I berkata with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen berkata with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he berkata the same back to me.
The jet that they flew on to Cali.
That night in Edwards arms I was sobbing. We heard a knock at the door. “Go away” Edward said. “Its me Jacob can I please come in Bella?”. Edward looked at me I just nodded. “Come in” Edward said. He just looked horrible I immediately berkata “sorry”. He berkata it was okay he was fine. He just wanted to see if I was okay and that Nessie wanted to talk to me. I berkata okay. “Momma I'm sorry........I'm sorry anda don't want me” “Now Nessie stop being ridiculous, thats not what I meant I was just......having fun if I knew I would have the most prettiest daughter in the whole inter world I wold have tried with all my might....... Edward go check on Jacob”.Then he left.
i party like vampere,parying pricher. walkin down stiars in my hundred doller snikers.
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