chapter 4
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he berkata in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle berkata questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of lebih stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when anda were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. anda Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The seterusnya time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I berkata excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, anda wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? anda dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the katil roughly. "Don't anda ever say that again." he hissed "Do anda want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are anda [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why anda dont want to look at me. Isnt it because anda cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are anda going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im selamat, peti deposit keselamatan from [i] anda [i/] there!"
"How will anda get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. anda just want to drive me so anda can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think anda loved me lebih than anda wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got lebih than 15 minit into the forest before I collasped
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he berkata in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle berkata questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of lebih stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when anda were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. anda Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The seterusnya time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I berkata excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, anda wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? anda dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the katil roughly. "Don't anda ever say that again." he hissed "Do anda want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are anda [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why anda dont want to look at me. Isnt it because anda cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are anda going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im selamat, peti deposit keselamatan from [i] anda [i/] there!"
"How will anda get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. anda just want to drive me so anda can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think anda loved me lebih than anda wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got lebih than 15 minit into the forest before I collasped
i hope Vampires really do exist, if they do, then i wish I'm in Cinta with one who's deeply in Cinta with me..
one who'd be fascinated to watch me sleeping,
one who doesn't have the courage to stay away from me anymore..
one who would risk everything just to make me selamat, peti deposit keselamatan again..
and lastly
One who would save me not because I'm his prey..
but because I'm his life..
(uhm.how i wish!
i hope anda like it. :)
im dreaming again.
please leave a comment
what can anda say about it)
one who'd be fascinated to watch me sleeping,
one who doesn't have the courage to stay away from me anymore..
one who would risk everything just to make me selamat, peti deposit keselamatan again..
and lastly
One who would save me not because I'm his prey..
but because I'm his life..
(uhm.how i wish!
i hope anda like it. :)
im dreaming again.
please leave a comment
what can anda say about it)
bahagian, atas Ten Reasons to Be Team Switzerland-
1. Got a need for speed? They are both fast!
2. anda can hunt wild game with Edward and play wild games with Jake.
3. anda can go wherever anda want when anda tarikh both: Forks and Quileute territory.
4. anda can take Edward utama to meet your parents and have fun with Jacob on the side.
5. anda can be reckless with Jacob and Edward will make sure that you're safe.
6. Because anda shouldn't have to choose between a Greek god look~alike and a hot, half naked guy.
7. Jacob can fix your car and Edward can buy a new one if Jacob can't fix it.
8. Because sometimes anda need an air conditioner, and sometimes anda need a angkasa heater.
9. Who says anda can't have the best of both worlds? They're both drop dead gorgeous.
10. Because anda refuse to be affected sejak territorial disputes between mythical creatures.