chapter 4
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he berkata in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle berkata questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of lebih stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when anda were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. anda Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The seterusnya time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I berkata excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, anda wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? anda dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the katil roughly. "Don't anda ever say that again." he hissed "Do anda want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are anda [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why anda dont want to look at me. Isnt it because anda cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are anda going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im selamat, peti deposit keselamatan from [i] anda [i/] there!"
"How will anda get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. anda just want to drive me so anda can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think anda loved me lebih than anda wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got lebih than 15 minit into the forest before I collasped
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he berkata in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle berkata questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of lebih stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when anda were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. anda Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The seterusnya time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I berkata excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, anda wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? anda dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the katil roughly. "Don't anda ever say that again." he hissed "Do anda want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are anda [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why anda dont want to look at me. Isnt it because anda cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are anda going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im selamat, peti deposit keselamatan from [i] anda [i/] there!"
"How will anda get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. anda just want to drive me so anda can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think anda loved me lebih than anda wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got lebih than 15 minit into the forest before I collasped
29th December 2010
Hi! I am Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, but i prefer to be called Alice! my family is:
me
Jasper
Bella
Edward
Rosalie
Emmet
carlisle
Esme
and Renesmee(Nessie!)
The reason i got this diary was because nessie forced me into it. " Look auntie Alice! i bought this for you!" That mean little angel! nessie bought me this diary, and anda can't say no can you! so really this is annoying, and i probably won't even do a saat entry!Nessie also bought me a blue jacket. there was 2 tickets that came with it. the tickets were to go to this pantai place. " auntie Alice! do anda like this coat? anda won't like the tickets! i will take them! Jasper and me just looked at each other when she berkata that. Anyway she is growing up so fast i feel depressed. God, 200 years old tomorrow! Yay! I have to go now thought bye!
Hi! I am Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, but i prefer to be called Alice! my family is:
me
Jasper
Bella
Edward
Rosalie
Emmet
carlisle
Esme
and Renesmee(Nessie!)
The reason i got this diary was because nessie forced me into it. " Look auntie Alice! i bought this for you!" That mean little angel! nessie bought me this diary, and anda can't say no can you! so really this is annoying, and i probably won't even do a saat entry!Nessie also bought me a blue jacket. there was 2 tickets that came with it. the tickets were to go to this pantai place. " auntie Alice! do anda like this coat? anda won't like the tickets! i will take them! Jasper and me just looked at each other when she berkata that. Anyway she is growing up so fast i feel depressed. God, 200 years old tomorrow! Yay! I have to go now thought bye!