this is placed into the slot of when bella in eclipsed edward to not go fight and to stay EXCEPT I CHANGED A LITTLE MANOR THINGS... hehe
I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe he did too.
I should be there. i dont want to be here while even as im thinking all this one of my family atau Friends has dying. Stop it Bella. i had to change my train of thought.
i decided i might sit and try fool myself into eating some leaft overs from last night
s caserole and maybe try seem interested in something thats on TV. Not that im counting on it.
It will ease charlie of suspension i supose. I fear that he has grown to know me better than i thought within the time i've been here.
I can't have him see through me and know im scared. But even when he did, he diddn;t not hover like he used to, he askes questions, i just dont want to answer right now.
I started eating my meal without eating it. I thought that jsut because i might bee scared doesn't mean i cant be comfortable. Thats not selfish right?
I slouched right into the root of the lounch and started flicking too fast throught the channels, i think my hati, tengah-tengah was catching on and trying to prove me out and put me back into panic for them. Man it's good. Stop it.
i settled on a tunjuk i quite frankly diddnt take notice of, something about making beaded bracelets, not really interested. Just to stick my tongue out at my heart.
But tugged harder on the rope in this little game of tugga-war and i collasped on my hearts feet.
I gasped escaped my mouth, unexpecting. A sudden kick in my stomach crashed through me, sending me off the lounch to hte cold floor. My breath escaped me leaving Winded.
For no apprent reason i felt like all meaning, Cinta and soul has been torn and ripped out of me.
"BELLA!" i heard Alice scream, through the front door. I still laid restless on the floor, i couldn't move. Like i had been paralyised.
"Bella! look at me!! look at me!" she screamed, racing to me side adn lifting me into her chilled lap. her eyes laid covered in her own tears, along with a strong smell of blood.
"Bella, im so sorry. i couldnt save him."
what. nor those words.
my whole body was starting the shake voilently like a fit i couldn't control. Alice's arms wound around mine and lifted me higher.
"NOO!" edward.
I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe he did too.
I should be there. i dont want to be here while even as im thinking all this one of my family atau Friends has dying. Stop it Bella. i had to change my train of thought.
i decided i might sit and try fool myself into eating some leaft overs from last night
s caserole and maybe try seem interested in something thats on TV. Not that im counting on it.
It will ease charlie of suspension i supose. I fear that he has grown to know me better than i thought within the time i've been here.
I can't have him see through me and know im scared. But even when he did, he diddn;t not hover like he used to, he askes questions, i just dont want to answer right now.
I started eating my meal without eating it. I thought that jsut because i might bee scared doesn't mean i cant be comfortable. Thats not selfish right?
I slouched right into the root of the lounch and started flicking too fast throught the channels, i think my hati, tengah-tengah was catching on and trying to prove me out and put me back into panic for them. Man it's good. Stop it.
i settled on a tunjuk i quite frankly diddnt take notice of, something about making beaded bracelets, not really interested. Just to stick my tongue out at my heart.
But tugged harder on the rope in this little game of tugga-war and i collasped on my hearts feet.
I gasped escaped my mouth, unexpecting. A sudden kick in my stomach crashed through me, sending me off the lounch to hte cold floor. My breath escaped me leaving Winded.
For no apprent reason i felt like all meaning, Cinta and soul has been torn and ripped out of me.
"BELLA!" i heard Alice scream, through the front door. I still laid restless on the floor, i couldn't move. Like i had been paralyised.
"Bella! look at me!! look at me!" she screamed, racing to me side adn lifting me into her chilled lap. her eyes laid covered in her own tears, along with a strong smell of blood.
"Bella, im so sorry. i couldnt save him."
what. nor those words.
my whole body was starting the shake voilently like a fit i couldn't control. Alice's arms wound around mine and lifted me higher.
"NOO!" edward.
Edward Cullen (born Edward Anthony Masen) was born on June 20, 1901 in Chicago, Illinois, and is Frozen in his 17-year-old body. While dying of the Spanish influenza, he was changed into a vampire sejak Dr. Carlisle Cullen after Edward's mother, Elizabeth, begged him to save Edward as her dying wish. Edward only drinks animal blood and has the special ability to read minds, with the exception of Bella Swan's. He falls in Cinta with Bella soon after she arrives in Forks. Edward knows that he could kill Bella easily, a fact that torments him so much that, in the book New Moon, he decides to leave Forks with his family so they won't be able to hurt her. He returns, however, because he realizes he cannot live without her. Edward marries Bella in Breaking Dawn and they have a child, Renesmee.
10. Never use English around him – instead, bark.
9. Call him a angkasa heater.
8. Tell him that Anjing make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim anda have imprinted. Say anda Cinta him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
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9. Call him a angkasa heater.
8. Tell him that Anjing make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim anda have imprinted. Say anda Cinta him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
Source: link
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