Helga lowered her ears once she realized her own fiancé was ignoring her. Yes, it irritated her. It made her mad. It made her sad. It made her feel like she was some sort of slave to him, asking him every second if he was okay and just being responded with pure silence. Why was Lilith that annoying to the point it made her lover not want to pay attention to her? She was confused.. Very confused.. Wiezen wanted someone who would be there for him, and here she was, doing exactly as he stated and yet not receiving any appreciation. Only silence. She thought back to what her teddy bear, Mr. Snuggles once said: "Silence is when you know that there is a problem. At least they're throwing curses at you like it's second nature and screaming how much they hate you, you know that some part of them still cares. Some part of them cares enough to feel something for you; even if it's hate itself. But when they stop yelling and they lose the fire tin their eyes, you've lost them." Maybe he still had feelings for his first lover? Maybe he misses her. Everyone remembers their first, no matter how bad it was. Helga lifted her sad eyes at Wiezen. He had no idea how much she loved him, or how much she made him smile, or how much he loved his cooking and his voice. She loved parts of him that has probably never been loved before. She has lost herself in the process of loving him. And here she was, following him like a dog while carrying their children in search for his ex that he thought about and now she's back to life? Really? What happened to not making a scene? What happened to happily ever after? She would constantly pray that she was good enough for him. Helga's ears drooped even lower when she thought back to Wiezen not even being able to answer the question if she's better than that Lilith he speaks about. Was she really a hypocrite as Wiezen stated? Sure, she committed bad actions. But she was blamed by him as if he had never done anything wrong. Was she really all talk and no do? Has she never done anything good for him besides bring children into this world? She looked back at all the times he was there for her; the moments when she was only close to death. Had he ever.. Cared about her besides the sex and death? It felt that way. It's always been that way with everyone that entered her life and stole her heart. Helga looked down at the beautiful ring as a tear streamed down her rosy cheeks and fell on the ground, withering the flower that it had landed on. She looked at her children and thought to herself that they were the only ones who would never blame her... At least for now..
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Flynn: *unexpectedly picks up Franziska* Are you kidding me? You're the best psychopath I've ever met. *places a kiss on her neck, then on her lips* You're capable of feeling, that makes you even better than any psychopath, actually! And I love you just the way you are, Smiley!
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Flynn: *unexpectedly picks up Franziska* Are you kidding me? You're the best psychopath I've ever met. *places a kiss on her neck, then on her lips* You're capable of feeling, that makes you even better than any psychopath, actually! And I love you just the way you are, Smiley!