Should i contiue?

waiting alone with a book as my only company i weep of treachery and smile of beauty
the book is finished but still i wait, will i ever stop weeping of the treachery in this world, will i ever beable to smile of beauty again?
my weeping has stopped but still i cannot smile, still i wait, and i forever know that i will weep and smile once again



there it is its called waiting and i will continue it but i want your guys opinion first