Last time.... she got a text message from brian (mr.m)
hei Jasmine,wanna go out for makan malam, majlis makan malam tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well lebih like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Makanan for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the katil with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some lebih before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as anda want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Makanan ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate anda letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask anda one question. Why? Why did anda invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, anda are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, anda want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see anda get shipped off to some foster utama and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask anda something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with anda I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my kegemaran teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a jam atau so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The seterusnya morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the sebelumnya night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the dapur where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l berkata smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot merah jambu pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded sejak something anda can't see so anda make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the meja, jadual and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are anda nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. anda know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Cinta with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda kapur, limau nipis your ex husband. anda Cinta the person but just not the way anda Cinta the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who anda really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her tarikh started at seven. She had chosen a tan baju with a long emas chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her kegemaran heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say sejak to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a tarikh its two Friends haveing makan malam, majlis makan malam together."
"Say what anda want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She berkata as she walked out the door.
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hei so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
hei Jasmine,wanna go out for makan malam, majlis makan malam tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well lebih like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Makanan for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the katil with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some lebih before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as anda want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Makanan ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate anda letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask anda one question. Why? Why did anda invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, anda are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, anda want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see anda get shipped off to some foster utama and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask anda something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with anda I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my kegemaran teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a jam atau so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The seterusnya morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the sebelumnya night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the dapur where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l berkata smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot merah jambu pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded sejak something anda can't see so anda make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the meja, jadual and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are anda nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. anda know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Cinta with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda kapur, limau nipis your ex husband. anda Cinta the person but just not the way anda Cinta the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who anda really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her tarikh started at seven. She had chosen a tan baju with a long emas chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her kegemaran heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say sejak to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a tarikh its two Friends haveing makan malam, majlis makan malam together."
"Say what anda want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She berkata as she walked out the door.
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hei so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
Time is just a thing.
anda can't ever have to little.
anda can always have enough.
But when anda look at it,
our lives are just a piece.
A piece of what time has to give.
So why not live the fullest,
to what we can.
Why waste it wishing,
on something you'll never have.
Let time do its own thing,
so we can do ours.
anda see time is mysterious.
It controls our lives.
And in one quick second,
our time may be up.
So take what you're given,
and give nothing back.
With time nothing is ever what it seems.
anda can't ever have to little.
anda can always have enough.
But when anda look at it,
our lives are just a piece.
A piece of what time has to give.
So why not live the fullest,
to what we can.
Why waste it wishing,
on something you'll never have.
Let time do its own thing,
so we can do ours.
anda see time is mysterious.
It controls our lives.
And in one quick second,
our time may be up.
So take what you're given,
and give nothing back.
With time nothing is ever what it seems.
I'm just drifting, drifting down this road.
The dust kicking up behind me,
Just a awan to hide my past.
My feet don't leave any footprints,
My name never graces those lips
That I'm watching from a distance,
A distance that grows greater
As I'm drifting, drifting down this road.
I'm not on the way to anything great,
I'm just hiding, hiding down in the dark.
The shadows closing in around me,
Just a blanket to smother my past.
My eyes can't see in the gloom,
My voice never breaks the silence
That I keep deep in my heart,
A hati, tengah-tengah that grows blacker
As I'm drifting, drifting in the dark.