These are for my dad who died almost exactly 12 years ago.
I don't know if it's any good.
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I’ve been at this point many times before.
One should think it might get better.
But now, as it’s almost exactly 12 years since
That special hari
I remember
Everything
As it would have been yesterday.
That I didn’t understand
That I didn’t want to understand.
That something faded away this day…
that it did not return
until now.
But it was not my hope
It’s still there, hidden in a small corner of my hati, tengah-tengah
Sometimes piping up
Just to abandon me again
But it didn’t leave me.
Yes…I still hope.
It helps me to get through every hari
Because every hari that passes
Brings me closer to you.
Picture of you
The mirror broke
Unbelieving I’m staring at the spread shards,
Just a perpecahan, berpecah saat lalu it has been whole
And now it’s wrecked.
Your image…
Gone
It’s troublesomely to pick them up again.
The sharp edges cut my fingertips.
I don’t care.
That bit of blood and whit of pain
Is nothing compared to what I’ve lost.
So it seems like a fair trade to me.
A part of my life as an offset to yours.
And so I watch it go with certainty
That it won’t return
But that it won’t kill me either.
My blood…and my loss.
It can only get better.
atau maybe not.
Sometimes
Sometimes I would like to ask anda
If anda knew…
What anda did.
If anda were aware that it would make me numb
That it would make joy my enemy.
If anda knew…
Sometimes I just would like to ask you.
I don't know if it's any good.
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I’ve been at this point many times before.
One should think it might get better.
But now, as it’s almost exactly 12 years since
That special hari
I remember
Everything
As it would have been yesterday.
That I didn’t understand
That I didn’t want to understand.
That something faded away this day…
that it did not return
until now.
But it was not my hope
It’s still there, hidden in a small corner of my hati, tengah-tengah
Sometimes piping up
Just to abandon me again
But it didn’t leave me.
Yes…I still hope.
It helps me to get through every hari
Because every hari that passes
Brings me closer to you.
Picture of you
The mirror broke
Unbelieving I’m staring at the spread shards,
Just a perpecahan, berpecah saat lalu it has been whole
And now it’s wrecked.
Your image…
Gone
It’s troublesomely to pick them up again.
The sharp edges cut my fingertips.
I don’t care.
That bit of blood and whit of pain
Is nothing compared to what I’ve lost.
So it seems like a fair trade to me.
A part of my life as an offset to yours.
And so I watch it go with certainty
That it won’t return
But that it won’t kill me either.
My blood…and my loss.
It can only get better.
atau maybe not.
Sometimes
Sometimes I would like to ask anda
If anda knew…
What anda did.
If anda were aware that it would make me numb
That it would make joy my enemy.
If anda knew…
Sometimes I just would like to ask you.
You’re keeping me up at night as hari breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what anda do, got me feeling so blue
When will anda see
anda have to let it be
When will anda see just how much anda really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do anda think you’ll be able to understand
My Cinta might be killing me
I hope anda realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do anda think you’ll understand
anda drove me to a far off land
When will anda see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will anda finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell anda that firsthand
anda have my hati, tengah-tengah and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, anda mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what anda do, got me feeling so blue
When will anda see
anda have to let it be
When will anda see just how much anda really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do anda think you’ll be able to understand
My Cinta might be killing me
I hope anda realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do anda think you’ll understand
anda drove me to a far off land
When will anda see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will anda finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell anda that firsthand
anda have my hati, tengah-tengah and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, anda mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I Cinta my Friends and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and pantai kegemaran animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my kegemaran sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my kegemaran sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
In my opinion the new Suicide Squad sucks. Harley Quinn is not even Harley Quinn any more, Deadshot has stupid movie lines, and no King Shark. WTF. I will explain this all for people who are not familier with The Suicide Squad.
Since the beginning of time Harley Quinn has had an accent and, guess what, no accent in the new Suicide Squad. And since when does Harley Quinn dress like a fucking slut.
Deadshot is normaly the main charecter in The Suicide Squad but now he has two stupid keldai lines, "So we are some kind of Suicide Squad?" Yes anda are stupid it is the tajuk of your movie. "Let's go save the world." Fuck it I am done with Deadshot fully.
King yu, ikan jerung is, well, a giant yu, ikan jerung but now they have replaced him with a less cool Killer Crok.
I really Cinta to write.I've done it ever since I was only 4.
My mother used to write things like stories atau poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Penulisan is really fun to do and I Cinta it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write e-mel on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Cinta Penulisan so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an penulis when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write puisi atau stories,I would also like to write artikel-artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Penulisan one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new buku for kids.
Again I really Cinta to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
My mother used to write things like stories atau poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Penulisan is really fun to do and I Cinta it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write e-mel on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Cinta Penulisan so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an penulis when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write puisi atau stories,I would also like to write artikel-artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Penulisan one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new buku for kids.
Again I really Cinta to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
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