1 tahun later...
I ran my hand through my hair, and took a deep breath. After a few lebih breaths, I finally got the courage to knock on the door. There were some shouts over who should get the door, and I smiled a little. A couple minit later I heard the deadbolt unlock, and the door opened. I smiled shyly.
"Alessa?" he asked. Tears of joy began their journey down my face and I nodded, smiling hugely. Iwas pulled into a giant hug, and lifted me off my feet..
"Micah!" I shouted. He set me off the ground looked me over, and chuckled.
"You haven't changed a bit!" he smiled.
"I wish I could say the same for you..." I said, perplexed. It seemed Micah had gotten even taller, and his hair was straightened and cut into little tiny spikes that went each and every way. I asked Micah if he wanted to hang out, and he nodded eagerly. He called to his mother that he was going out, and we went to our old hang out place; the park.
"So, what's up?" he asked excitedly.
"I got adopted," I grinned. "And they live here! I only live ten lebih minit away than I used to!"
"That's great!" he said. "What're they like?"
"My Mom and Dad are really nice. My Dad is a vet, and my mom doesn't work, but... And I have siblings now! I have an older sister, Marie, she's in college. And I have a younger brother and sister named Trace and Jenny. Trace is nine and Jenny is twelve. I Cinta them..." I smiled to myself at the thought. "My new last name is Ryan," I grinned proudly (My old last name was Herring).
"Alessa Ryan... I like it," Micah smiled.
"Mhm, so what's been up with you?" I asked.
"Oh, nothing really... My Mom and Mike are engaged. I'm quite surprised, actually... And my mom's got a baby on the way."
"Oh, that's great!" I said. Micah laughed.
"I guess so... I just really hope it's a dude this time... No offense to anyone, I mean, I Cinta my sisters and all, but I really don't want another sister." I nodded understandingly. We talked for hours and hours, we didn't even stop when it got dark. My parents ended up coming to the park, because that;s where I berkata I'd be.
"Alessa, c'mon honey, it's late!" They called from the car.
"Well, I'll see anda later?" I asked, turning to Micah. He quickly leaned in and kissed me; which took me totally off guard.
"Bye," he berkata afterwords. I walked back to the car, a little dazed, as Micah walked back to his house.
"Oooohh! Alessa's got a boyfriend!" Trace chanted from the back seat. Jenny giggled.
"Who's that?" Mom asked.
"That's Micah," I told her. "He's my boyfriend," I smiled. Trace stopped his chanting. Apparently it wasn't funny if it was true.
"He seems nice," Dad berkata casually.
"He is," I told him.
I ran my hand through my hair, and took a deep breath. After a few lebih breaths, I finally got the courage to knock on the door. There were some shouts over who should get the door, and I smiled a little. A couple minit later I heard the deadbolt unlock, and the door opened. I smiled shyly.
"Alessa?" he asked. Tears of joy began their journey down my face and I nodded, smiling hugely. Iwas pulled into a giant hug, and lifted me off my feet..
"Micah!" I shouted. He set me off the ground looked me over, and chuckled.
"You haven't changed a bit!" he smiled.
"I wish I could say the same for you..." I said, perplexed. It seemed Micah had gotten even taller, and his hair was straightened and cut into little tiny spikes that went each and every way. I asked Micah if he wanted to hang out, and he nodded eagerly. He called to his mother that he was going out, and we went to our old hang out place; the park.
"So, what's up?" he asked excitedly.
"I got adopted," I grinned. "And they live here! I only live ten lebih minit away than I used to!"
"That's great!" he said. "What're they like?"
"My Mom and Dad are really nice. My Dad is a vet, and my mom doesn't work, but... And I have siblings now! I have an older sister, Marie, she's in college. And I have a younger brother and sister named Trace and Jenny. Trace is nine and Jenny is twelve. I Cinta them..." I smiled to myself at the thought. "My new last name is Ryan," I grinned proudly (My old last name was Herring).
"Alessa Ryan... I like it," Micah smiled.
"Mhm, so what's been up with you?" I asked.
"Oh, nothing really... My Mom and Mike are engaged. I'm quite surprised, actually... And my mom's got a baby on the way."
"Oh, that's great!" I said. Micah laughed.
"I guess so... I just really hope it's a dude this time... No offense to anyone, I mean, I Cinta my sisters and all, but I really don't want another sister." I nodded understandingly. We talked for hours and hours, we didn't even stop when it got dark. My parents ended up coming to the park, because that;s where I berkata I'd be.
"Alessa, c'mon honey, it's late!" They called from the car.
"Well, I'll see anda later?" I asked, turning to Micah. He quickly leaned in and kissed me; which took me totally off guard.
"Bye," he berkata afterwords. I walked back to the car, a little dazed, as Micah walked back to his house.
"Oooohh! Alessa's got a boyfriend!" Trace chanted from the back seat. Jenny giggled.
"Who's that?" Mom asked.
"That's Micah," I told her. "He's my boyfriend," I smiled. Trace stopped his chanting. Apparently it wasn't funny if it was true.
"He seems nice," Dad berkata casually.
"He is," I told him.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get lebih upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to alih and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get lebih upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to alih and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My Muzik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Muzik is the Makanan I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Muzik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
Muzik will always be.
I tap in time,
My Muzik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Muzik is the Makanan I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Muzik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
Muzik will always be.
The city of light was full of marchants and villagers. Elyon stood and gazed at them from the huge silver gate. And gurding the gate was two broad shouldered men, wearing bright white robes, that glowed from every angle.
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are anda doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the istana, castle of light, "i really dont know,".
komen-komen PLZ
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are anda doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the istana, castle of light, "i really dont know,".
komen-komen PLZ
The pain anda caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my hati, tengah-tengah beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my hati, tengah-tengah that anda left!
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my hati, tengah-tengah beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my hati, tengah-tengah that anda left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? anda ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most popular boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the serigala, wolf pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.
It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. anda See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason anda Cried On The Way Home. The Reason anda Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are anda Doing Here?" berkata Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I berkata Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," berkata Victoria Khan Placing Her buku On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are anda Doing Here?" berkata Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I berkata Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," berkata Victoria Khan Placing Her buku On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
Those words pierced me like thorns on a rose.
