"No! I don't want to go!" I shrieked. My whole world was crumbling down. This couldn't be happening. I found a place where I was loved and accepted, and now I was being kicked out?
What would happen when I got home? Mother and Father would either neglect me lebih than ever, atau beat me to death for "jeopardizing the family name" sejak running away. The thought was stupid, but I'm pretty sure that's what would happen.
"Cosette, you've been so depressed ever since Asteria left," Grandma said. "You need to go home. It's what's best for you."
"No, it's not!" I shouted. Tears were pouring down my cheeks. "I don't want to go!"
"Cosette," Franklin scolded lightly. It was inappropriate to tunjuk feelings like this in public. but right now, I didn't give a fuck. "You're coming home." His tone made me fear him. Usually he was so nice, and understanding. But now he seemed like the others; cold and heartless.
"But I don't want to go!" I cried. "I like it here! Grandma's here! And my friends!" Grandma pursed her lips, and hugged me.
"It'll be alright," she cooed. "You'll make other Friends back at home."
"No I won't! I've never had Friends at home!" I said.
"Come on, Cosette," Franklin sighed. "I'll put your things in the car."
"No, I got it," I mumbled. I could see there was no way to convince them to let me stay. "Bye, Grandma..." I grabbed my suitcase, and lugged it out to the car and put it in the trunk. I got in the back seat, and stared out the window. Franklin berkata goodbye to Grandma, then came out to the car, getting in the driver's seat.
"Well, it's good to see you, Cosette," he berkata casually. I didn't speak. We were almost out of the town, when I remembered something.
"Wait!" I said. He pulled the car over, and turned around to look at me.
"Pardon me?" he asked.
"I need to say goodbye to my friends," I berkata urgently. He pursed his lips, then sighed.
"I guess that'd be alright." I gave him the directions to Echo's house. I got out, and knocked on the door. She answered right away.
"Hey, Cosette!" she smiled. She studied my expression, then frowned. "What's wrong?" she asked, worried.
"I'm going home," I whispered. lebih tears flooded into my eyes, making Echo look all blurry and wet.
"What? No!" she said. She jumped at me and hugged me. I hugged her back, not wanting to let go. Maybe if I didn't, I would be able to go home. "You can't leave!" she cried. I squeezed my eyes shut.
"I have to..." I whispered.
"Come on," she said. "We have to go find Asher."
***
I couldn't breathe. For one, I was crying too much. Also, I was being hugged to death sejak my two best friends.
"I can't believe this..." Asher said. Neither could I.
"I wish anda didn't have to go," Echo whimpered.
"Me too," Asher and I berkata together. Franklin beeped the car horn. We'd been like this for a half jam already. My hati, tengah-tengah broke into a million pieces.
"I gotta go, guys..." I sniffed. "I'll keep in touch. I promise." I hugged them both one last time, and then headed towards the car.
"Wait," Asher said. He grabbed my wrist and turned me around. I looked up at him. It hurt to look at him. Why did I have to leave my best friends? The only Friends I'd ever had.
"What?" I asked. What was so important? It was getting harder and harder to stay here, knowing I'd probably never see them again.
"...I Cinta you, Cosette." I couldn't speak. This was terrible. I mean, this was wonderful; I'd always kinda thought he was cute, and extremely sweet, but... Now everything was ruined. lebih tears flowed down my cheeks.
"Please," I whispered. "Don't." But he didn't listen. He kissed my cheek, and now everything was absolutely terrible. Now I knew I was leaving behind a guy that liked me. And I liked him back. I knew if I'd be able to stay, it wouldn't be like Foster. I knew Asher. He was the greatest guy ever. But we couldn't be together. I hugged him tight. "Bye, Asher."
Got back in the car, lebih sad than ever. I hate myself. I'm so stupid. Before, when Asteria left, I wanted to go home. Now I want to stay here, and never leave. Why couldn't I just be happy with what I was getting?
"Well then," Franklin said, clearing his throat. "Ready to go?" I leaned my head back on the head rest, and closed my eyes.
"Let's just go," I muttered. I heard the car start, and I slowly fell asleep. I'd had a long day, and I needed to sleep.
I dreamt that everything was perfect. My sisters, brother, Franklin and I lived here, with Grandma. I got to stay here with Echo and Asher, and Asher was my boyfriend. I didn't have to deal with Mother, Father, Harland, atau Foster.
It was too good to be true.
That's what woke me up. I knew nothing like that would ever be possible. I stirred and my eyes fluttered open. I was still in the car, but things were starting to look lebih familiar; we were close to utama now.
"Just ten lebih minutes," Franklin said, hearing me wake up. I bit my lip. I never thought I'd actually hate Franklin. But now, I despised him for taking me back. I was also furious at Grandma for making me go back. She knew how Father was; how could she send me back to that?
Soon, we pulled into the driveway. I took a deep breath, then got out and got my suitcase. Franklin opened the door for me, and I set my things inside. I stood there for a moment, looking around. Nothing had changed. It was weird; it my home, but I felt like a visitor. It was the exact same house I'd grown up in, but it felt... empty.
"Who's there?" a booming voice shouted.
"Just Franklin, sir," Franklin called. "...And... Cosette."
"What?" he shouted. I heard his loud footsteps coming, and I wanted to run.
"It'll be alright," Franklin whispered.
I wasn't so sure.
What would happen when I got home? Mother and Father would either neglect me lebih than ever, atau beat me to death for "jeopardizing the family name" sejak running away. The thought was stupid, but I'm pretty sure that's what would happen.
"Cosette, you've been so depressed ever since Asteria left," Grandma said. "You need to go home. It's what's best for you."
"No, it's not!" I shouted. Tears were pouring down my cheeks. "I don't want to go!"
"Cosette," Franklin scolded lightly. It was inappropriate to tunjuk feelings like this in public. but right now, I didn't give a fuck. "You're coming home." His tone made me fear him. Usually he was so nice, and understanding. But now he seemed like the others; cold and heartless.
"But I don't want to go!" I cried. "I like it here! Grandma's here! And my friends!" Grandma pursed her lips, and hugged me.
"It'll be alright," she cooed. "You'll make other Friends back at home."
"No I won't! I've never had Friends at home!" I said.
"Come on, Cosette," Franklin sighed. "I'll put your things in the car."
"No, I got it," I mumbled. I could see there was no way to convince them to let me stay. "Bye, Grandma..." I grabbed my suitcase, and lugged it out to the car and put it in the trunk. I got in the back seat, and stared out the window. Franklin berkata goodbye to Grandma, then came out to the car, getting in the driver's seat.
"Well, it's good to see you, Cosette," he berkata casually. I didn't speak. We were almost out of the town, when I remembered something.
"Wait!" I said. He pulled the car over, and turned around to look at me.
"Pardon me?" he asked.
"I need to say goodbye to my friends," I berkata urgently. He pursed his lips, then sighed.
"I guess that'd be alright." I gave him the directions to Echo's house. I got out, and knocked on the door. She answered right away.
"Hey, Cosette!" she smiled. She studied my expression, then frowned. "What's wrong?" she asked, worried.
"I'm going home," I whispered. lebih tears flooded into my eyes, making Echo look all blurry and wet.
"What? No!" she said. She jumped at me and hugged me. I hugged her back, not wanting to let go. Maybe if I didn't, I would be able to go home. "You can't leave!" she cried. I squeezed my eyes shut.
"I have to..." I whispered.
"Come on," she said. "We have to go find Asher."
***
I couldn't breathe. For one, I was crying too much. Also, I was being hugged to death sejak my two best friends.
"I can't believe this..." Asher said. Neither could I.
"I wish anda didn't have to go," Echo whimpered.
"Me too," Asher and I berkata together. Franklin beeped the car horn. We'd been like this for a half jam already. My hati, tengah-tengah broke into a million pieces.
"I gotta go, guys..." I sniffed. "I'll keep in touch. I promise." I hugged them both one last time, and then headed towards the car.
"Wait," Asher said. He grabbed my wrist and turned me around. I looked up at him. It hurt to look at him. Why did I have to leave my best friends? The only Friends I'd ever had.
"What?" I asked. What was so important? It was getting harder and harder to stay here, knowing I'd probably never see them again.
"...I Cinta you, Cosette." I couldn't speak. This was terrible. I mean, this was wonderful; I'd always kinda thought he was cute, and extremely sweet, but... Now everything was ruined. lebih tears flowed down my cheeks.
"Please," I whispered. "Don't." But he didn't listen. He kissed my cheek, and now everything was absolutely terrible. Now I knew I was leaving behind a guy that liked me. And I liked him back. I knew if I'd be able to stay, it wouldn't be like Foster. I knew Asher. He was the greatest guy ever. But we couldn't be together. I hugged him tight. "Bye, Asher."
Got back in the car, lebih sad than ever. I hate myself. I'm so stupid. Before, when Asteria left, I wanted to go home. Now I want to stay here, and never leave. Why couldn't I just be happy with what I was getting?
"Well then," Franklin said, clearing his throat. "Ready to go?" I leaned my head back on the head rest, and closed my eyes.
"Let's just go," I muttered. I heard the car start, and I slowly fell asleep. I'd had a long day, and I needed to sleep.
I dreamt that everything was perfect. My sisters, brother, Franklin and I lived here, with Grandma. I got to stay here with Echo and Asher, and Asher was my boyfriend. I didn't have to deal with Mother, Father, Harland, atau Foster.
It was too good to be true.
That's what woke me up. I knew nothing like that would ever be possible. I stirred and my eyes fluttered open. I was still in the car, but things were starting to look lebih familiar; we were close to utama now.
"Just ten lebih minutes," Franklin said, hearing me wake up. I bit my lip. I never thought I'd actually hate Franklin. But now, I despised him for taking me back. I was also furious at Grandma for making me go back. She knew how Father was; how could she send me back to that?
Soon, we pulled into the driveway. I took a deep breath, then got out and got my suitcase. Franklin opened the door for me, and I set my things inside. I stood there for a moment, looking around. Nothing had changed. It was weird; it my home, but I felt like a visitor. It was the exact same house I'd grown up in, but it felt... empty.
"Who's there?" a booming voice shouted.
"Just Franklin, sir," Franklin called. "...And... Cosette."
"What?" he shouted. I heard his loud footsteps coming, and I wanted to run.
"It'll be alright," Franklin whispered.
I wasn't so sure.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get lebih upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to alih and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get lebih upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to alih and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My Muzik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Muzik is the Makanan I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Muzik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
Muzik will always be.
I tap in time,
My Muzik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Muzik is the Makanan I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Muzik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
Muzik will always be.
The city of light was full of marchants and villagers. Elyon stood and gazed at them from the huge silver gate. And gurding the gate was two broad shouldered men, wearing bright white robes, that glowed from every angle.
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are anda doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the istana, castle of light, "i really dont know,".
komen-komen PLZ
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are anda doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the istana, castle of light, "i really dont know,".
komen-komen PLZ
The pain anda caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my hati, tengah-tengah beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my hati, tengah-tengah that anda left!
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my hati, tengah-tengah beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my hati, tengah-tengah that anda left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? anda ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most popular boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the serigala, wolf pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.