Shaun
I still Cinta you, and I always will.
The words witten over three years ago. Does she know that I kept only this piece of the original letter? That Membaca it still makes me remember every other part? That I sometimes wonder if it's still even true?
I wouldn't say I'd blame her if she had moved on. She had every right. But I never had.
I flinch as I remember what I told Jason.
"Dude, anda were gone for, like, a day. Where were you? It's a good thing I covered for you, man. Here are your assignments and whatever. I went to Professor Taylor myself. "Patterns of social behaviour" atau something. Like I care. Are anda even gonna answer me?"
"Serena dumped me." Who berkata words couldn't hurt?
"Man, that's rough, dude. I thought she was nice. anda know, I used to tarikh this girl, Trixie, cute redhead, I still have her n - "
"No, Jason. Sorry, but no," I say curtly.
"Just sayin'. It's better to get over it with a rebound girl, ya know."
"Shut up! I don't care!"
He is stunned for a moment. "You still care about her?" His tone questioned my sanity.
"Yes, actually, I do," I snap at him.
"She isn't worth it, man. Get over her. The sooner the better."
"I can't."
Silence.
I still Cinta you, and I always will.
The words witten over three years ago. Does she know that I kept only this piece of the original letter? That Membaca it still makes me remember every other part? That I sometimes wonder if it's still even true?
I wouldn't say I'd blame her if she had moved on. She had every right. But I never had.
I flinch as I remember what I told Jason.
"Dude, anda were gone for, like, a day. Where were you? It's a good thing I covered for you, man. Here are your assignments and whatever. I went to Professor Taylor myself. "Patterns of social behaviour" atau something. Like I care. Are anda even gonna answer me?"
"Serena dumped me." Who berkata words couldn't hurt?
"Man, that's rough, dude. I thought she was nice. anda know, I used to tarikh this girl, Trixie, cute redhead, I still have her n - "
"No, Jason. Sorry, but no," I say curtly.
"Just sayin'. It's better to get over it with a rebound girl, ya know."
"Shut up! I don't care!"
He is stunned for a moment. "You still care about her?" His tone questioned my sanity.
"Yes, actually, I do," I snap at him.
"She isn't worth it, man. Get over her. The sooner the better."
"I can't."
Silence.
TOADSTEP PVO
What just happened what kind of dream was that? Toadstep wondered.
He couldn't believe he just dreamed that he loved Dovewing lebih than Ivypool. He shook his head vigourously trying to get the thought out of his mind. Ivypool was lying beside him and dreaming too, she mustn't of heard him call out his dream.
Thank god! Toadstep thought with relief.
He nudged his mate and she got up, "Morning, Toadstep." She purred rubbing her face against Toadstep's..
Everything is going to be okay, Toadstep you'll be fine, as long as she doesn't find out about the dream.
What just happened what kind of dream was that? Toadstep wondered.
He couldn't believe he just dreamed that he loved Dovewing lebih than Ivypool. He shook his head vigourously trying to get the thought out of his mind. Ivypool was lying beside him and dreaming too, she mustn't of heard him call out his dream.
Thank god! Toadstep thought with relief.
He nudged his mate and she got up, "Morning, Toadstep." She purred rubbing her face against Toadstep's..
Everything is going to be okay, Toadstep you'll be fine, as long as she doesn't find out about the dream.
Can I help if I am messy?
Can I help if I forget?
Yes I can.
Can I help if I mouth off?
Can I help if I cuss?
Again, yes.
Can I help if anda screech?
Can I help if anda blather?
No.
Can I help if you're a hypocrite?
Can I help if anda overreact?
No, not really.
Can I help if anda yell at me, for no good reason?
Can I help if anda punish me for rolling my eyes?
Lord knows no.
True, I can help some bad things I do.
But the worst thing of all.
That I possibly can do.
Is waste hari after day.
Of putting up with you.
Can I help if I forget?
Yes I can.
Can I help if I mouth off?
Can I help if I cuss?
Again, yes.
Can I help if anda screech?
Can I help if anda blather?
No.
Can I help if you're a hypocrite?
Can I help if anda overreact?
No, not really.
Can I help if anda yell at me, for no good reason?
Can I help if anda punish me for rolling my eyes?
Lord knows no.
True, I can help some bad things I do.
But the worst thing of all.
That I possibly can do.
Is waste hari after day.
Of putting up with you.
You’re the reason why
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
anda used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
anda made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only anda knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
anda ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But anda were wrong
lebih so than any Cinta song
anda made me want to sing
With anda following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing anda that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
anda used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
anda made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only anda knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
anda ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But anda were wrong
lebih so than any Cinta song
anda made me want to sing
With anda following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing anda that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry
I felt them start to build up
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
Violently, the ground shook,
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a pantas, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Cinta and it’s people’s cries.
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a pantas, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Cinta and it’s people’s cries.