This one is for just_bella, let go of the bad moments, hon! We need to enjoy the present, look out for the future and let the past in the past... Don't forget, but don't let it control you:D
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D


"Catherine's POV"

The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our seterusnya rendezvous, I send anda a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...


Three days passed... I had asked Emily how many days it took to get a letter to the US and she told me three so the letters would be arriving today...
I hadden't done much these days. I practically only been at utama atau at the park in front of the house.
I got up, took a shower, got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was there, I was surprised because I thought that she would be at work sejak now.
"I have the hari off. I thought anda would like to visit the city..." She berkata clarifying my mind.
"I would Cinta to, are anda sure I won't disturb you?" I did wanted to make her to lose her hari of with me.
"Of course not, and like this anda will know the city and you'll be able to walk alone when we aren't here" She said.
"Ohh, ok! If I won't disturb you, then it would be wonderfull to visit the city" I answered.
"All right, then! I had promised anda to take anda to the university's library, hadn't I?" She asked.
"Yes, anda did!" I responded.
"So lets start with that" We finish breakfast and went out.
We got in a bus, Emily explained me that it was hard to circulate inside the down town in a car, an went to the Universaty. It was easy for us to enter seeing that she worked there...
I had never seen a perpustakaan so beautiful... It was like it was cover with gold, it seemed to send light from everywhere. The shelves were covered with the most beautiful books, some with centuries all very well preserved and wondrously arranged in the shelves.
Emily gave me a card and berkata that I could come here whenever I wanted I just had to tunjuk the card...
After the perpustakaan we went to visit the Law Building, it was where the lawyers were taught, it was beautiful as well not as refined as the perpustakaan but beautiful as well.
We ended the morning doing the rest of the buildings: we visit the Medecine building, the Arts building, etc.
We went to lunch in a little restaurant in a little jalan hidden deep in the hati, tengah-tengah of the city, the people were so nice, it was like everyone knew everyone...
sejak the end of the hari we had almost visited all the down town and a bit of the higher parts of the city. We went home, it was getting late and Afonso would be arriving in a bit and we needed to get makan malam, majlis makan malam ready...
Emily berkata that I didn't need to help but I wanted to help, they had done so much for me and I wanted to return all their kindness. It was nice to just be there, talking and making dinner:
"So... How did anda meet Afonso?"
"Ohhh well... Afonso was on the last tahun in the Law faculty and I had just started working in the library. As anda saw the Law building is really close to the library, and one hari I was walking to work, my hands were full of paperwork..." She started to laugh, yhinking about that good moment..."Suddenly, I felt myself bumped against someone. I looked up and saw two beautiful Chocolate brown eyes looking at me... He helped me gather my paperwork and helped me up! We've been together since them..." She explained.
"That's so beautiful... I wished that I could been with Daniel, I really miss him..." I started to dream awake with Daniel, his eyes looked at me from my dreams...
"I know it must be hard for anda to talk about it, but if anda don't mind telling me about him..." She asked.
"He's everything to me... Not behing able to see him these days, breaks my heart! He has badam, almond eyes, he has dark brown hair beautifully arranged in hundreds of tiny curls, his lips are so beautiful that they seem to scream Ciuman ME... We first met near my house, I was coming utama from school but I had stopped in the market first to pick up an errand for my mother. I heard a sound behind me and when I turned around I saw a drunk man looking at me with an expression of desire. I knew I needed to run from him so I just let everything in the floor and ran away from there... I was about 50 meters from utama when I bumped..." At this moment she started to laugh, I was wondering why she was laughing when I realised that it was really similar to her metting with Afonso. I started to laugh as well but kept telling my story."... when I bumped to Daniel. I knew, right then, that we were meant to be together, but then my parents force me to came here and here I am, missing him..."
"You'll be together again... Don't worry. I really don't know why your parents thought that sending anda to me would make anda guys give up... First: I'm a romantic, I will always help people finding love; and second: even I that only knew about your Cinta can see that yours is a strong love, it's not easy breaking a Cinta like yours!" She said, reassuring me.
That night we sat in the living room until really late... We kept talking about their first years as a couple, and I kept telling them about Daniel and me... I was glad to being able to talk to them... To let all the pain get out of my chest. But when I got to my room and got to katil his face filled my dreams...