As I gasp for breath while I drown the pain in morphine
While my hati, tengah-tengah beats in tune with the rolling static hills on the metal screen
I lay on my deathbed reflecting on my life
I can say I had a good one although it was filled to the brim with tidal waves of hurt
I laughed in delight while running through the golden fields embracing the open skies and wearing a halo of warm sunshine
I climbed trees and swam in the salty zamrud, emerald sea
But Moma was always working hard at the makan, kantin filling out orders for sugary milkshakes and greasy fries
And brother Tim was always out too late fixing old radios who sang their last jazzy blues
However
I can’t though say that I don’t have regrets
I regret not telling anda how I really felt
How anda made my hati, tengah-tengah flutter
As tears sprang in my Chocolate eyes
How I wanted to hug anda with all my might
And Ciuman anda on the cheek
While we sat in the dark
Watching the stars
But I couldn’t do that to you
I was already way in too deep
With my head under the waves
And eyes seeing gray
anda were already walking into the glory of your psychedelic pelangi, rainbow dreams and into the light of hari with a backpack and filled with Moma's air limau and being waved goodbye
They say anda went down a hero while the ship was set ablaze with the enemies fire
And I couldn’t agree more, but why did anda have to leave me all alone?
Why did anda leave us all alone?
I hope you’re enjoying your whipped cream ceri, cherry pie up there in the cotton Kandi fluffed sky..
They send anda back in a coffin that they carried on the sea and the whistling steaming train
They put anda under our feet with one final salute
That's all they could do
All I could do was wail as a storm awan sailed and hailed
That was all I could do for you
I regret not telling anda that I loved anda with all my hati, tengah-tengah
I regret that I told anda that I hated you
I regret that I thought that I ever could
I Cinta anda Daddy..