this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make lebih of this book atau not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank anda <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i berkata happily.Mother was cooking eggs and roti bakar while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and roti bakar in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who anda were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.

Glance the other way
Rip your hati, tengah-tengah out
I just don't care anymore

You're useless
And uncaring
anda know nothing!
Yet anda pretend anda do
You're a pretender

A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss

anda told me once
I told anda twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
atau remember and continue on our path?

...Decisions...Decisions...
Left atau right?
Up atau down?
Wrong atau right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer

Chapter 4: Sunny day

These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.

Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate Cinta that never fades.
"I'll see anda later, darling." - Jack berkata and
went to work.

Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the Bunga that were growing
in the yard.

I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get lebih upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to alih and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.