Chapter 20
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see anda look at you!!! anda havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He berkata and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro berkata and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably Membaca my thoughts and then smiled and berkata
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are anda staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I berkata cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella anda can stay with us if anda like atau visit sometimes??
Esme berkata hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella Barbie again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She berkata and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot pancuran, pancuran mandian and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I berkata thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward berkata and closed the door behind him
-what are anda doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave anda ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself anda never cared about what I wanted!have anda ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted anda to leave?huh? atau anda didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with anda no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the hari jasper Lost it!because I would have died happy knowing anda loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew anda didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted anda to have a big family…
-and die!
I berkata anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met anda I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t faire to anda that would have been selfish of me
-havnt anda thought maybe I wanted what anda didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track anda down but anda kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I Cinta anda I cant leave without anda and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I berkata bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget anda live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if anda don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see anda look at you!!! anda havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He berkata and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro berkata and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably Membaca my thoughts and then smiled and berkata
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are anda staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I berkata cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella anda can stay with us if anda like atau visit sometimes??
Esme berkata hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella Barbie again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She berkata and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot pancuran, pancuran mandian and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I berkata thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward berkata and closed the door behind him
-what are anda doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave anda ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself anda never cared about what I wanted!have anda ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted anda to leave?huh? atau anda didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with anda no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the hari jasper Lost it!because I would have died happy knowing anda loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew anda didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted anda to have a big family…
-and die!
I berkata anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met anda I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t faire to anda that would have been selfish of me
-havnt anda thought maybe I wanted what anda didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track anda down but anda kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I Cinta anda I cant leave without anda and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I berkata bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget anda live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if anda don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
This is written about the perfect silence only found in the dead of night, and the feelings it inspires.
The tajuk comes from the huraian a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd Cinta to hear what anda like atau hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl
The tajuk comes from the huraian a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd Cinta to hear what anda like atau hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl