That same hari - Eric's perspective
Oh Jeez...Why did she have to point me out to her friends? I wasn't interesting. They know that I had been watching her for months.
To stop meeting her gaze and being embarrassed I hid myself in a book hoping that I would stop being embarrassed.
"Hey Eric anda must be really into that book," My friend Tom berkata to me as he sat down across from me.
Maybe not. I put the book down a bit "Oh yeah it's great. hei do anda have girls staring at you?" I asked him
His face lit up and he smirked "Oh yeah it's great. I get asked out all the time," he said
I frowned "Nobody ever did right?" I asked
He frowned "No. So what girl is staring at you. Is she cute?" he asked
I nodded over to Athena "Her. She just noticed me today. Do anda think she's cute?" I asked
Tom got a weird look on his face "Dude that's my sister Athena. Do anda like her? I can hook anda up with her," he berkata grinning and starting to stand up
I pulled him back down "No no. Don't do that. I kind of don't but I think she likes me," I said
He glared "Why don't anda like her?" he asked
I sighed "It's complicated. anda wouldn't understand," I berkata slumping down
Tom nodded "Ah," he berkata He knew when I berkata that he should just back off
The long low loceng rang and everybody filed out of the cafeteria. Tom and I were last. Tom didn't really care about school. He figured that he would go to community college and get a job as a waiter at famous restuarants.
"Hey can I come over to your house after school?" I asked
He smirked "Why so anda can spy on Athena?" he asked
I shoved him "No! I have a science project and I figured anda would help me out," I lied
He nodded "Oh okay. Just get in the car with Athena and I. Our grandma takes us home,"
As we were walking out of the cafeteria a boy started walking seterusnya to Tom "Hey Tom I just bet your sister 200 hundred bucks that I would marry her," he gloated
Tom winced "Jason first of all go away saat of all anda will never ever marry my sister," he said
Jason smiled "You want to bet on that? anda owe me 100 hundred bucks if I marry her," he said
Tom held out his hand "Deal weirdo," he said. They shook hands
Jason turned to me "What about you? anda want to partake in this bet?" he asked
I smirked. Ah this boy. Athena in the future talked a lot about him. I knew who he was "Sure. I think anda are going to marry her as well. I bet anda all 1000 dollars that anda and Athena will have a son," I said
Jason widened his eyes "Wow! I like anda kid! anda are cool! Wait are anda being sarcastic?" he asked
Before I got the chance to answer him the late loceng rang and we all sprinted towards our classes.
As I entered the classroom everybody looked at me. Including my strict teacher. "Well glad anda could sertai us Mr. Maloney. I suppose anda can't tell us what a hot spot is?" he said
The whole class hadn't learned that yet but I have. I told him and he looked surprised. I sat down and he left me alone the whole period. Good thing thing too. I needed time to think.
Oh Jeez...Why did she have to point me out to her friends? I wasn't interesting. They know that I had been watching her for months.
To stop meeting her gaze and being embarrassed I hid myself in a book hoping that I would stop being embarrassed.
"Hey Eric anda must be really into that book," My friend Tom berkata to me as he sat down across from me.
Maybe not. I put the book down a bit "Oh yeah it's great. hei do anda have girls staring at you?" I asked him
His face lit up and he smirked "Oh yeah it's great. I get asked out all the time," he said
I frowned "Nobody ever did right?" I asked
He frowned "No. So what girl is staring at you. Is she cute?" he asked
I nodded over to Athena "Her. She just noticed me today. Do anda think she's cute?" I asked
Tom got a weird look on his face "Dude that's my sister Athena. Do anda like her? I can hook anda up with her," he berkata grinning and starting to stand up
I pulled him back down "No no. Don't do that. I kind of don't but I think she likes me," I said
He glared "Why don't anda like her?" he asked
I sighed "It's complicated. anda wouldn't understand," I berkata slumping down
Tom nodded "Ah," he berkata He knew when I berkata that he should just back off
The long low loceng rang and everybody filed out of the cafeteria. Tom and I were last. Tom didn't really care about school. He figured that he would go to community college and get a job as a waiter at famous restuarants.
"Hey can I come over to your house after school?" I asked
He smirked "Why so anda can spy on Athena?" he asked
I shoved him "No! I have a science project and I figured anda would help me out," I lied
He nodded "Oh okay. Just get in the car with Athena and I. Our grandma takes us home,"
As we were walking out of the cafeteria a boy started walking seterusnya to Tom "Hey Tom I just bet your sister 200 hundred bucks that I would marry her," he gloated
Tom winced "Jason first of all go away saat of all anda will never ever marry my sister," he said
Jason smiled "You want to bet on that? anda owe me 100 hundred bucks if I marry her," he said
Tom held out his hand "Deal weirdo," he said. They shook hands
Jason turned to me "What about you? anda want to partake in this bet?" he asked
I smirked. Ah this boy. Athena in the future talked a lot about him. I knew who he was "Sure. I think anda are going to marry her as well. I bet anda all 1000 dollars that anda and Athena will have a son," I said
Jason widened his eyes "Wow! I like anda kid! anda are cool! Wait are anda being sarcastic?" he asked
Before I got the chance to answer him the late loceng rang and we all sprinted towards our classes.
As I entered the classroom everybody looked at me. Including my strict teacher. "Well glad anda could sertai us Mr. Maloney. I suppose anda can't tell us what a hot spot is?" he said
The whole class hadn't learned that yet but I have. I told him and he looked surprised. I sat down and he left me alone the whole period. Good thing thing too. I needed time to think.
Everyone has a red glass window.It's called your heart.People's windows differ from others,some windows are shaded out and don't let any light come in and than there are some windows that are open to whatever goes pass their them.
Is your window open atau closed out?
Would anda let the air in if anda had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to Cinta and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to Cinta sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet Cinta so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
Is your window open atau closed out?
Would anda let the air in if anda had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to Cinta and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to Cinta sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet Cinta so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
Rawak Song atau Poem atau Something
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that anda were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sejak your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat anda well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make anda pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that anda were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sejak your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat anda well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make anda pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
I feel like I have always known you
We’ve always been so close but
anda look away
anda tell me that anda Cinta me
But your eyes say something else
It shouldn’t be so difficult for me
To turn away
Chorus:
Every time we talk at night
Every time anda make me feel alright
When anda say goodbye
anda say you’ll think of me all the time
I know it’s a lie
And I’m slowly breaking
I’m slowly breaking
Somehow anda just cannot see
The way I smile when anda look at me
Are anda completely blind?
Cuz’ I’ve telah diberi anda all the signs
That I Cinta anda
Chorus:
And now I’m falling apart
You’ve gone from my life
I can’t take it anymore
My new best friend is a knife
What anda were to me
Made me complete