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He kissed anda slowly, and the feeling of Cinta drowned your senses. A hug. A kiss. And anda went further on.

anda walk home, feeling amazing, beautiful, wonderful and every other feeling of happiness and love. The sky seems full of joy and the blue is blinding. The clouds have mixed shapes and sizes, each much lebih different than the other.

anda enter your room and sit at the warmest corner in your room and smile at the thoughts of that special someone. Then your eyes blacken out.

Death. Hate. Depression. Bitterness. Sorrow. Murder.

anda shake your head at the thoughts and push try to push them out. A feeling of emptiness fills your inner soul. anda grab the pisau under your katil from when anda were eating tembikai and stick it in your back pocket.

A strong urge fills you. anda can’t control it. anda walk out your door and towards the person anda love.

He is texting his friend about how much he loves you. anda lift the pisau into the air and try to hold back. anda fingers cringe, trying to press the pisau against his neck.

anda feel the guilt slipping through your ears and cool off your neck. anda let out a quiet sigh and smile. anda are glad that anda didn’t kill. anda slowly lose grip of the pisau and it slips out of your fingers, landing on his shoulder and gracefully gliding down his arm. A long scar scrapes his arm and the pisau is stuck at the very end.

He falls down to the floor and looks around wildly to find the person in charge. His eyes fill with tears and disappoint when he sees that anda are the cause of this. A twisted frown of hatred fills his expression.

anda begin to cry and find a way to apologize for the harm just caused.

“I’m sorry.” anda whisper and cry a lot more.

He gives a glare.

“How could you?” He slowly stutters.

“I didn’t mean to. I don’t know.” anda whisper.

His eyes begin to blink quickly, menunjukkan he would be gone any second.

anda run to his side and Ciuman his lifeless lips.

“I’m sorry. I Cinta you.” anda say slyly and step away from the body.
posted by ashesandwine
Sorry for not posting this earlier but I post them on my spot and forget to post them here... so to be lebih updated please sertai my spot and read them as they are ready:P
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping with the start of the letter...
Thanks to Emmett4ever for the first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...



"Catherine's POV"

Now I know we have a change... Now I now we can fight... Fight for our love, fight for our life, fight for each other... We are no longer two Kekasih drawn apart, we are two Kekasih fighting for their love...
See the light in the end of the tunnel? It's me guiding...
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Chapter 2:Getting to know him
Murphy
I spent break alone in the perpustakaan tiring to find a book I've wanted to read for a while-Pride and Prejudice.
It would have been nice to spend break with Savannah,catching up what all happened during the summer,but she had to spend it with her popular friends. I never liked them and they have never been nice to me. I was always too shy and geeky, I guess.
Stacey was the head of the group,the team captain. I remember when I met her-in third grade. She pushed me down to get to the swings first on the playground. That doesn't matter anymore, except that she...
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A/N: And now the few of the good and many of the bad and the ugly moments begin!! :-)

Chapter Twenty

Jamie groaned loudly when she woke up on her katil with a blanket over her body and was suffering the nastiest hangover she ever experienced since the Marine Ball she went with Michael almost two years expect that Michael isn’t there. He’s still in California, probably packing his things and heading to the airport and flies his way utama today to be with his wife and three kids. From thinking about him, Jamie felt like she’s about to run over to the nearby bathroom and puke into either the...
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    Ray was getting ready for school the seterusnya morning. Her parents leave way before her and T.J. gives her a ride to and from school every day. In case anda were wondering; T.J. and ray are not dating. Nor will they ever. Best Friends since they were kids and it will stay that way.

    “Ray! Come on! It’s the last hari of school; we have to see who gets pranked today.” T.J. called up from downstairs.

    “Alright, alright, hold on!” ray berkata in her room, she was just walking out when the chest shook.

    Ray...
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Chapter 1: First hari of school
Skiro
I woke up to my mom's voice saying “get up, Its your first hari of school!”,as she woke me up from a nice dream. I opened my eyes and then waited for for my mom to leave the room. Then I got up in the room that was still new to me. I had only been in Spanish Fort a week so everything still looked strange. Reaching into my suitcase,I got out a merah jambu T-shirt and jean shorts. After putting them on I went into the bathroom,peed,and then looked at myself in the full-length mirror. I smiled at the nice tan I got from going to the pantai earlier that week. Seeing...
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posted by ashesandwine
Not much to say, just thanks to DxCluvr for the help....
Thanks to Just_bella for all the help as well...
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping me find the banner and the ikon for my spot...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
This time the lines are all mine... No song to inspire them



"Daniel's POV"

Can I fight when there's no hope? Can I smile when there's no happiness? Can I still Cinta when the one I Cinta is gone? Can I live when I hope for death?
I try to stay awake not wanting to dream of her, not wanting to see her eyes, her lips, her face begging to stay with me! I'm trying to go back...
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posted by ashesandwine
Thanks to I_Love_Cullen, for talking to me... Thanks to Patrisha727 for making my spot and for letting me know that my story was a featured article....
Thanks to Emmet4ever for believing me...

Daniel and Catherine's lines from when they are saying goodbye are addapted from a portuguese song called Gaivota (seagull in english) and the singer is called Amália.
If anda want to hear it here it goes...But I doubt that anda understand the song because it's in portuguese:S

link



"Catherine's POV"


I never really knew what Cinta was until I met him.... I saw the others couples all around the city, around...
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posted by genyva
New Smells


The smell. There was nothing like it the first hari at school. I looked to my brother. This was our first school tahun in Maine. The weather was crappy all the time but it was worth it I am not really a night person. Whose to say I have to do everything like my parents. This is the new millennium not 15 hundreds.

My family is different. Other then the fact that we have lived for hundreds of years, we are also vampire. 40 years ago, the human world found out about our world. Slowly rights were made to fit our needs, and schools were open for the young and unadvised. Humans could fall...
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A/N: WARNING! SEX SCENE BUT NOT THAT TYPE OF SEX BECAUSE I GET WELL, UNWELL OF THAT BUT STILL READABLE! ALSO, THIS CHAPTER HAD A VERY IMPORTANT ENDING, I THINK.

Chapter Thirteen

When Jamie and Sean got inside Jamie’s home, put the bags of Makanan on the dapur counter, put Jake in his playpen and gave him a toy to play with, and the moment they saw a smiling Jake and completely ignoring them sejak admiring his toy, Jamie and Sean grinned at each other and to get it started, they ran upstairs to Jamie’s bedroom and closed the door.

The moment they got inside, Jamie got rid of Sean’s light blue...
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A/N: Going over to Jamie’s POV right now and last night, I had thought of a good storyline for Sean. It sets between his wife’s death and the alih to Washington and it’s about what is going on for Sean and how he was reacting for it and I tell anda one thing: It’s a little crazy but he is going to be fine, I think. In other words, it will be the prequel to Wanting Someone and I might do it the moment I get the plot, the characters and the tajuk ready!

Chapter Twelve

Jamie watched Sean’s eyes which turned to azure the moment he turned to her and stared at her for a few saat before...
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posted by Ms_Montana
Spotlight

1. Kalte Pizza

Es war ein kalter und verregneter Tag im November. Manche Menschen bezeichneten diesen Regen sogar als Schnee, aber nicht so Helena. Sie war nicht der Typ Mensch der das alles beschönigte.
Während sie durch den voll gestopften U-Bahnsteig hetzte, kramte sie ihn ihrer Tasche nach ihrem Handy. Sie versuchte in dem Gedränge die Nummer ihrer Mutter zu tippen, jedoch ohne Erfolg.
Helena rollte genervt mit ihren Augen. Ihre Mutter hatte ihr gesagt sie müsse mittags ihre kleine Schwester Allison abholen. Und nur deswegen stand sie hier.
Links von ihr telefonierte ein schwer...
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posted by harold
Abel finally made it to the coast just before sundown. sejak the time he'd used the restroom and grabbed a bite to eat at the local burger joint, the dusk was so dark that stars were already pricking the night sky.

Cece had berkata she'd meet him at the beach, and he hoped he wasn't too late; she'd sounded excited on the phone, which he'd interpreted as eagerness. Ditching work at the first opportunity, Abel had jumped in his car and started driving. Frustrated at not finding her, Abel chided himself for his idiotic rush to meet his ex-girlfriend as he redialed her number...no response, not even...
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posted by Free_Spirit
Me: I'm back yes, to everyones dissapointment lol. I'm sorry everyone but when i wrote this I was really high on sugar sorry if its to happy go lucky to be realistic


And suddenly I just felt like laughing. I started giggling. I don’t know what I found funny though. I’ve Lost my family, when I fall asleep I travel to a different world and get beaten, I’m stuck in a hospital and I’m laughing? Oh my god I am going crazy. That brought on another round of giggles for me. Like people didn’t think I was crazy before, I thought.

When my round of giggles subsided I felt ashamed of myself. Here...
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posted by livethislifeup
Like after all the nights before, I had woken up a several amount of times. Every hour, past twelve, until I finally woke at nine. This routine was my life. It was all it was, after Max.
Max, was my life for the twelve years we had. However, five of those twelve years, we spent in grief.
Diagnosed with lung cancer on our sixth tahun anniversary. At first, we were a little worried--but we were certain that things would turn out fine. He promised me that they would. That, however, was not the case.
With radiation treatment, and surgeries here and there, the cancer came back every tahun until our twelfth...
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posted by Lorelei-Essence
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of selebriti turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in tunjuk business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived sejak his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived sejak his elderly father, Pop Tart.
posted by BellaSwan636
Shaun

I watched two little girls playing, watching one in particular. She reminded me painfully of Serena. The little girl pulled her friend to her feet and ran towards a woman that I recognized.

It was her. At first I was sure I was halluncinating.

Her dark hair was a little longer than I had seen it last. She was wearing a black pencil skirt and a deep blue blouse. She looked happy as the girl ran up to her.

She hugged the little girl. Their hair was the same colour.

I watched numbly as Serena looked at the child with unfathomable Cinta as she told her something.

Serena looked up at me, pain and shock evident on her face.
posted by BellaSwan636
Serena

I'd driven to the nearest airport, but even so, it was a three jam drive. It was mid morning when I got there, because I'd left my apartment at dawn.

I decided to leave my car in the parking lot. It wouldn't matter anymore.

They wouldn't be able to track me down. I'd upgraded my cellphone about a week lalu and hadn't gotten around to telling anyone my number.

I stopped at an ATM and drew out the cost of a flight. To New York.

The line was frustratingly long, and my luck was clearly out because the seterusnya flight was in another three hours. I checked my baggage in anyway, and sat down in...
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posted by BellaSwan636
Shaun

About an jam after she called me, I was still sitting there. Unresponsive.

The phone rang again. I forced myself to pick it up.

It was Serena. She was crying.

"I couldn't do it," she said, before hanging up again.

Serena

I couldn't do it. As soon as I was out of the clinic, I drove home. When I'd parked my car, I couldn't hold the tears back.

I looked up, shocked. I had gone to my mother's house.

I stumbled out of the car, and my mother came running out. I collapsed in her warm arms, still sobbing.

Kate

I hear my daughter. Crying. I run outside, and hug my angel, my little angel.

I don't try to make her tell me what's wrong. She'll tell me when she wants to. I know her that well.
posted by BellaSwan636
Serena

All of that seems so long ago. lebih than the two years it has actually been. Because right now, I'm torn in my desperation and fear. Because right now, I am nineteen.

I am nineteen, and I have too much to fear. I made one mistake, and now my entire future has changed.

Two weeks ago, I found out.

I had just moved into my new apartment. It was close to the universiti I would be attending in the fall. Shaun is going to one in another state. He is helping me alih in. Finally, it is all done. He sits on the couch, and I go into my new dapur to fetch us something to drink.

This is probably...
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posted by BellaSwan636
Shaun

Three months later, we were apparently "an item".

She had me twisted around her little finger. She could have made me jump in front of a bus, all that was needed was one look from her "love me, anda know anda want to" Chocolate brown eyes.

I paid attention to her every move, her every word.

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When I first told her I loved her, I was expecting rejection, but she surprised me. She kissed me, and berkata she loved me too. The sun revolved around where she stood.

Nothing else mattered.