Ugh,I knew today was going to be terrible but seriously,does she have to completely suck his whole face like that.I wasn't talking about Lulu and Joel,luckily Muzik was the only class I didn't have those two lovers.No,I was talking about my friend Abby totally lipping her boyfriend Gabe's face off.It was completely sickening.Our retarded teacher never looked back so they spent the whole forty-five minit in class sucking faces.Juan had the same look I did,the look that make the whole school know that I drank rotten susu atau something.A look that would make the janitors get a raise for their job.It just wasn't a pretty sight.
But I'll tell anda an even worse sight.Juan didn't have third period with me but LuLu did.How the hell could this hari get any worse?My best friend is leaving me and now I have to spend forty-five minit with my ex's new sir-headed girlfriend.Sounds great doesn't?
Juan offered another hug atau something like that but I didn't accept.I knew if I were to hug Juan now,I wouldn't let go.Seriously.I would probably talk Juan into taking me utama early actually.I actually started working out that plan when I heard the tardy loceng ring.Crap,now I was late and Lulu always sits in the back so there is a pretty good chance I'll be sitting seterusnya to that thing.Somebody just shoot me now.It doesn't have to be a huge dramatic scene atau anything just a quick shot to my head.I would've berkata my hati, tengah-tengah but that was already broken enough,I didn't need anymore pain in that area.
I sprinted to the chemistry door-almost falling flat on my face but saved myself-and saw there two seats left.One was across that thing in pink(Lulu)and one seterusnya to the kid that didn't talk at all and just looked so depressed he would probably be able to make Jack Black shed a tear for him.I chose the overly emotional Emo kid.It was better than hearing Lulu perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan her gum the whole time.
I crept into the classroom as quietly as I possibly could without making a sound when stupid Lulu had to go, purposely make the floor squeak with her six in. heels.Lucky for me I was already in my kerusi, tempat duduk and had put my bag down.
"Stupid Little girl."I thought to myself in a very smug way.
The Emo kid seterusnya to me wouldn't stop staring at me.It was creeping me out,but I figured he was just surprised I sat seterusnya to him.but I thought he would've gotten over within the first few minit but he didn't.He stared at me through the whole class.I finally stared back at him and to my surprise,found out he had the prettiest blue eyes I had ever seen.Perfect vanilla colored skin an pitch black hair that would make an eclipse look like the sun.He had taken my breath away.the piercing on the left side of his lip looked kinda cute to me.The way he flipped his hair gave me a few goosebumps, making me crack a smile for the first time in days.I guess he noticed the smile because he flipped his hair again this time in a smoother way than before.He smiled back at this time and I saw the two dimples that perfectly made his face glow.Other than the fact that his teeth were whiter than the clouds in the sky,the dimples made him seem happy,and for a moment I had forgotten he was emo.He was so beautiful.The Emo kid and I just kept starring at each other.Looking deep into each others eyes.I know I got Lost in them at least fifty times.Those baby blue eyes had so much meaning that anda couldn't help but stare.I had no idea why he was starring at me though.My eyes were really pretty but they couldn't compare to his.I was guessing y eyes looked half green half brown today.My eyes will sometimes change color-not drastically -but in a very pretty way.I was hoping that he wasn't looking at me and feeling like he wanted to ruin away atau something ridiculous like that.I just really hoped.
The loceng rang and startled both of us.I packed up my stuff and walked away fast.After I did that I felt horrible.I mean I didn't even get to know his name atau anything.I really liked this dude,whatever his name might be ,I'm sure it is just as beautiful as he was.he probably got the wrong impression on me now.This sucks.I kept thinking about him thw hole rest of the day.i couldn't focus on school at all.I was so distracted that I didn't even notice when Joel sat right in front of me in English.
All I could refer to him sejak was the Emo boy.That was horrible for me.I liked knowing people's names.And the fact that I don't know his is really getting to me now.I only had one lebih period left and then this hari would be over and I actually would've survived but not without that Emo guy.
As I was walking to my seterusnya class I saw the Emo boy!But I saw the Emo boy with LuLu.This sucks,she always takes me guys.But what about Joel?I just decided to shut up and just see what was going on.I hadn't noticed how tall he was until i saw him seterusnya to Lulu.He didn't tower over her but he was really tall.but in ag ood way of course,That would mean me dancing on his tip toes atau something all cheesy like that.
I couldn't believe that he just hugged her.This was horrible.First she mencuri my sort of boyfriend and now she is cheating on him with the new guy I seem to Cinta at the moment.But I didn't realize was that the guy was leaning up against Juan's Range Rover.Maybe he was waiting fro me?But then why would he hug Lulu?
When I started to see Lulu walk away from him and him still there I decided to skip the last period I had and go talk to him.If I could.My hati, tengah-tengah was racing faster than ever.But I was already to at least know his name.But I had to make up some lame excuse to why I wold be going to my car in the middle of the day.I would just figure it out when I got there.I out my hud, hood on to keep the drizzle off my hair and opened the door to the outside.
I walked sorta fast but not to anxious to him.he was looking the other way so I didn't think he had seen me but I was wrong.
Still looking the other way,he said,
"So your following me ugh?"He cracked a smile.It made me melt.
"No,actually,I was worried that anda were going to steal my Range Rover here,So I just...I just came to check on it."Nice save.
He laughed a little.
"Is that why anda were watching from the window?"
Now he looked at me with his perfect blue eyes making my hati, tengah-tengah jump.
"Oh...you saw that.Well I was-I-I-was just.....?"
I trailed cause I couldn't think of a good enough excuse.
he just lightly shook his head,still with the same crack smile.I matched his smile now.
"My name is Leonardo sejak the way,But everyone just calls me Leo.Leo the Emo is what anda might of heard from all the other "popular retards" in there."
I was just speechless,I loved the name Leonardo since Titanic,so he was perfect.Just perfect.
"Leonardo.I like it.I like it a lot."I shot Leo a warm smile.
.....Leonardo :)......
But I'll tell anda an even worse sight.Juan didn't have third period with me but LuLu did.How the hell could this hari get any worse?My best friend is leaving me and now I have to spend forty-five minit with my ex's new sir-headed girlfriend.Sounds great doesn't?
Juan offered another hug atau something like that but I didn't accept.I knew if I were to hug Juan now,I wouldn't let go.Seriously.I would probably talk Juan into taking me utama early actually.I actually started working out that plan when I heard the tardy loceng ring.Crap,now I was late and Lulu always sits in the back so there is a pretty good chance I'll be sitting seterusnya to that thing.Somebody just shoot me now.It doesn't have to be a huge dramatic scene atau anything just a quick shot to my head.I would've berkata my hati, tengah-tengah but that was already broken enough,I didn't need anymore pain in that area.
I sprinted to the chemistry door-almost falling flat on my face but saved myself-and saw there two seats left.One was across that thing in pink(Lulu)and one seterusnya to the kid that didn't talk at all and just looked so depressed he would probably be able to make Jack Black shed a tear for him.I chose the overly emotional Emo kid.It was better than hearing Lulu perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan her gum the whole time.
I crept into the classroom as quietly as I possibly could without making a sound when stupid Lulu had to go, purposely make the floor squeak with her six in. heels.Lucky for me I was already in my kerusi, tempat duduk and had put my bag down.
"Stupid Little girl."I thought to myself in a very smug way.
The Emo kid seterusnya to me wouldn't stop staring at me.It was creeping me out,but I figured he was just surprised I sat seterusnya to him.but I thought he would've gotten over within the first few minit but he didn't.He stared at me through the whole class.I finally stared back at him and to my surprise,found out he had the prettiest blue eyes I had ever seen.Perfect vanilla colored skin an pitch black hair that would make an eclipse look like the sun.He had taken my breath away.the piercing on the left side of his lip looked kinda cute to me.The way he flipped his hair gave me a few goosebumps, making me crack a smile for the first time in days.I guess he noticed the smile because he flipped his hair again this time in a smoother way than before.He smiled back at this time and I saw the two dimples that perfectly made his face glow.Other than the fact that his teeth were whiter than the clouds in the sky,the dimples made him seem happy,and for a moment I had forgotten he was emo.He was so beautiful.The Emo kid and I just kept starring at each other.Looking deep into each others eyes.I know I got Lost in them at least fifty times.Those baby blue eyes had so much meaning that anda couldn't help but stare.I had no idea why he was starring at me though.My eyes were really pretty but they couldn't compare to his.I was guessing y eyes looked half green half brown today.My eyes will sometimes change color-not drastically -but in a very pretty way.I was hoping that he wasn't looking at me and feeling like he wanted to ruin away atau something ridiculous like that.I just really hoped.
The loceng rang and startled both of us.I packed up my stuff and walked away fast.After I did that I felt horrible.I mean I didn't even get to know his name atau anything.I really liked this dude,whatever his name might be ,I'm sure it is just as beautiful as he was.he probably got the wrong impression on me now.This sucks.I kept thinking about him thw hole rest of the day.i couldn't focus on school at all.I was so distracted that I didn't even notice when Joel sat right in front of me in English.
All I could refer to him sejak was the Emo boy.That was horrible for me.I liked knowing people's names.And the fact that I don't know his is really getting to me now.I only had one lebih period left and then this hari would be over and I actually would've survived but not without that Emo guy.
As I was walking to my seterusnya class I saw the Emo boy!But I saw the Emo boy with LuLu.This sucks,she always takes me guys.But what about Joel?I just decided to shut up and just see what was going on.I hadn't noticed how tall he was until i saw him seterusnya to Lulu.He didn't tower over her but he was really tall.but in ag ood way of course,That would mean me dancing on his tip toes atau something all cheesy like that.
I couldn't believe that he just hugged her.This was horrible.First she mencuri my sort of boyfriend and now she is cheating on him with the new guy I seem to Cinta at the moment.But I didn't realize was that the guy was leaning up against Juan's Range Rover.Maybe he was waiting fro me?But then why would he hug Lulu?
When I started to see Lulu walk away from him and him still there I decided to skip the last period I had and go talk to him.If I could.My hati, tengah-tengah was racing faster than ever.But I was already to at least know his name.But I had to make up some lame excuse to why I wold be going to my car in the middle of the day.I would just figure it out when I got there.I out my hud, hood on to keep the drizzle off my hair and opened the door to the outside.
I walked sorta fast but not to anxious to him.he was looking the other way so I didn't think he had seen me but I was wrong.
Still looking the other way,he said,
"So your following me ugh?"He cracked a smile.It made me melt.
"No,actually,I was worried that anda were going to steal my Range Rover here,So I just...I just came to check on it."Nice save.
He laughed a little.
"Is that why anda were watching from the window?"
Now he looked at me with his perfect blue eyes making my hati, tengah-tengah jump.
"Oh...you saw that.Well I was-I-I-was just.....?"
I trailed cause I couldn't think of a good enough excuse.
he just lightly shook his head,still with the same crack smile.I matched his smile now.
"My name is Leonardo sejak the way,But everyone just calls me Leo.Leo the Emo is what anda might of heard from all the other "popular retards" in there."
I was just speechless,I loved the name Leonardo since Titanic,so he was perfect.Just perfect.
"Leonardo.I like it.I like it a lot."I shot Leo a warm smile.
.....Leonardo :)......
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him lebih and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well anda see
I'm not myself anymore
Well anda can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
sejak myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things anda don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
sejak myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
sejak myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak myself
sejak myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well anda can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
sejak myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things anda don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
sejak myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
sejak myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
sejak myself
sejak myself
An Angel
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing anda makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because anda can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because anda make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because anda can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world anda keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me anda were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need anda is
because I'll always Cinta you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing anda makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because anda can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because anda make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because anda can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world anda keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me anda were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need anda is
because I'll always Cinta you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives anda the roads
and leaves anda choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and anda live it
wrapped sejak sadness
atau happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
anda pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves anda not,
that's anda who Cinta
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives anda choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the soalan is
will anda remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will anda remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.