Leonardo.....Leonardo....Leonardo.I just couldn't help but melt like an ice cream cone a on a Texas summer day, as I berkata his name over and over.He was just perfect.But I still had my worries about Lulu.Leo still hasn't explained the hug to me.But I don't want to be pushy with Leo.I wasn't exactly with Leo(yet) but we were Berlakon like it.I didn't want to ask him,I wanted him to ask me.But I could tell he didn't want to break the ice.He knew I liked him but he still so nervous(it was so cute to me).I just wished he would ask already,what was holding him back from me?I certainly wasn't,so what was the problem here?
I tried to keep my thoughts to myself as I walked to chemistry with Juaney.Juan had to leave but I didn't mind because I liked being alone with Leo anyway.It was are only time alone.Every other class I had-he didn't,instead I had air-headed Lulu.It wasn't fair to me,at all.
But it looked like Leo was hiding something from me though.Something he didn't want to bring up.I could tell sejak the way Lulu would look at him,she knew something I didn't.I took as jealously but it didn't exactly feel right when I thought about it that way.Lulu kept messing with my mind,the lebih I thought about it.
I hated it when she had the upper hand,in anything.I hated secrets that I didn't know.I was Lost in thought when i realized that Leo wasn't here.But neither was Lulu and that's what bothered me the most.How could they both be gone?This was torture for me.It wasn't until I saw Lulu's bright merah jambu Areopostale sweater,that I looked up and found both her and Leo walk in.
Wow,could this get any worse?But I couldn't understand why Lulu would cheat on Joel with Leo.It made no sense,Lulu wanted Joel ever since she met him and now she wants Joel after getting what she's waited for since the forth grade?It made no sense once so ever.
Leo gave me a sorry smile and walked over to me.I saw him write a note as soon as he sat down.He was Penulisan like there was no tomorrow.Pressing the pencil down as if that was his last piece of lead,breathing hard enough where anda would probably think he was about punch a hole through your wall.I had never seen anything like it.Then he took one last breath and slammed the pencil down so loud that it made even the teacher jump.
He made up some lame excuse of why he slammed the pencil and when the teacher turned his back,slid the note to me.
"I'm sorry for being so late.I did miss anda though.I was only late because my dumb mom woke me up late and decided that she needed me to eat breakfast so she stopped for some food.I'm really sorry Lena".
I was kind of shocked when Membaca the note.I mean yeah I was upset about him being late but not that upset that he had to apologize for it,let alone explain himself.I would've liked him to explain Lulu,but I didn't tell him that.I just told him that I appreciated the apology but he didn't have to do that.I was pretty OK with it.I would've been lebih upset if he hadn't come at all,so I was just happy he was here.
What I noticed was that he too called me Lena.I really did like the name but I hadn't thought of it before.I liked it though,it was really pretty to me.So I was happy that he was calling me that.I was ok with him being late,though I thought it was sweet of him to be so concerned about the way I felt.but I didn't like how badly he beat himself up about it.But then again he was an emo,but I still think he went a little to protective there.
Class went on as usual but Leo was different.He was staring at me like when he had first met but with a lebih sorry/anxious look.Like he wanted to tell me something but something was holding him back.Or maybe someone in this case(Lulu) I suppose.It seemed like a very sorry look.
"I could even see the sorrow in his prefect blue eyes,something was wrong."I thought to myself painfully.
Something atau someone was messing with his mind and he didn't like it.He didn't like it at all.
Maybe Leo was taken atau something?Maybe he wanted to be with me but I was too late and maybe Lulu knew who it is?Maybe Leo dosen't like me at all.Maybe he was just being nice to me that day,but then why would he be so concerned today?Maybe Leo and Lulu had something before and she is some type of crazy ex-girlfriend.But that couldn't be it....could it?
All these thoughts just kept flashing in my mind.
"Maybe we just weren't meant to be,but then again we never were."That thought definitely crossed my mind.
Was I seriously going to have to be screwed like this?This wasn't fair.I just wanted my totally gorgeous Emo guy,is that too much to ask her?
I jumped when the loceng rang and I couldn't move,as if I was paralyzed atau something.A thought crossed my mind and I couldn't help but to freeze at that moment I thought it.It was mind-blowing and insane but yet could be true at the same time.I was arguing with myself now.
"It just couldn't be,it just couldn't be."Was all that was going on in my mind at the moment.
"WHAT IF LULU IS BLACK-MAILING LEO?WHAT IF SHE KNOWS SOMETHING HORRIBLE ABOUT HIM AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO TELL BECAUSE HE IS SCARED OF WHAT I WILL SAY.BUT SOMEHOW LULU KNOWS AND SHE IS USING IT AGAINST LEO?!!"
"The hard part was that Leo already had my heart....but was he gonna break it too?"
I tried to keep my thoughts to myself as I walked to chemistry with Juaney.Juan had to leave but I didn't mind because I liked being alone with Leo anyway.It was are only time alone.Every other class I had-he didn't,instead I had air-headed Lulu.It wasn't fair to me,at all.
But it looked like Leo was hiding something from me though.Something he didn't want to bring up.I could tell sejak the way Lulu would look at him,she knew something I didn't.I took as jealously but it didn't exactly feel right when I thought about it that way.Lulu kept messing with my mind,the lebih I thought about it.
I hated it when she had the upper hand,in anything.I hated secrets that I didn't know.I was Lost in thought when i realized that Leo wasn't here.But neither was Lulu and that's what bothered me the most.How could they both be gone?This was torture for me.It wasn't until I saw Lulu's bright merah jambu Areopostale sweater,that I looked up and found both her and Leo walk in.
Wow,could this get any worse?But I couldn't understand why Lulu would cheat on Joel with Leo.It made no sense,Lulu wanted Joel ever since she met him and now she wants Joel after getting what she's waited for since the forth grade?It made no sense once so ever.
Leo gave me a sorry smile and walked over to me.I saw him write a note as soon as he sat down.He was Penulisan like there was no tomorrow.Pressing the pencil down as if that was his last piece of lead,breathing hard enough where anda would probably think he was about punch a hole through your wall.I had never seen anything like it.Then he took one last breath and slammed the pencil down so loud that it made even the teacher jump.
He made up some lame excuse of why he slammed the pencil and when the teacher turned his back,slid the note to me.
"I'm sorry for being so late.I did miss anda though.I was only late because my dumb mom woke me up late and decided that she needed me to eat breakfast so she stopped for some food.I'm really sorry Lena".
I was kind of shocked when Membaca the note.I mean yeah I was upset about him being late but not that upset that he had to apologize for it,let alone explain himself.I would've liked him to explain Lulu,but I didn't tell him that.I just told him that I appreciated the apology but he didn't have to do that.I was pretty OK with it.I would've been lebih upset if he hadn't come at all,so I was just happy he was here.
What I noticed was that he too called me Lena.I really did like the name but I hadn't thought of it before.I liked it though,it was really pretty to me.So I was happy that he was calling me that.I was ok with him being late,though I thought it was sweet of him to be so concerned about the way I felt.but I didn't like how badly he beat himself up about it.But then again he was an emo,but I still think he went a little to protective there.
Class went on as usual but Leo was different.He was staring at me like when he had first met but with a lebih sorry/anxious look.Like he wanted to tell me something but something was holding him back.Or maybe someone in this case(Lulu) I suppose.It seemed like a very sorry look.
"I could even see the sorrow in his prefect blue eyes,something was wrong."I thought to myself painfully.
Something atau someone was messing with his mind and he didn't like it.He didn't like it at all.
Maybe Leo was taken atau something?Maybe he wanted to be with me but I was too late and maybe Lulu knew who it is?Maybe Leo dosen't like me at all.Maybe he was just being nice to me that day,but then why would he be so concerned today?Maybe Leo and Lulu had something before and she is some type of crazy ex-girlfriend.But that couldn't be it....could it?
All these thoughts just kept flashing in my mind.
"Maybe we just weren't meant to be,but then again we never were."That thought definitely crossed my mind.
Was I seriously going to have to be screwed like this?This wasn't fair.I just wanted my totally gorgeous Emo guy,is that too much to ask her?
I jumped when the loceng rang and I couldn't move,as if I was paralyzed atau something.A thought crossed my mind and I couldn't help but to freeze at that moment I thought it.It was mind-blowing and insane but yet could be true at the same time.I was arguing with myself now.
"It just couldn't be,it just couldn't be."Was all that was going on in my mind at the moment.
"WHAT IF LULU IS BLACK-MAILING LEO?WHAT IF SHE KNOWS SOMETHING HORRIBLE ABOUT HIM AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO TELL BECAUSE HE IS SCARED OF WHAT I WILL SAY.BUT SOMEHOW LULU KNOWS AND SHE IS USING IT AGAINST LEO?!!"
"The hard part was that Leo already had my heart....but was he gonna break it too?"
have anda noticed when anda fall in Cinta it feels like your flying? I have. It the most wonderful feeling in the world. But when do anda feel it? Do anda feel it when anda fall in love, atau when anda just are overfilled with joy?
Have anda ever felt it? atau have anda felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that anda have to fly away from it before your Cinta hurts you? atau does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what anda think...
Have anda ever felt it? atau have anda felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that anda have to fly away from it before your Cinta hurts you? atau does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what anda think...
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the hari go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the hari go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...