ok... some of the content in this fanfiction, might rattle some very senstive nerves for some, and i sencerily apologise for that.. please. im sorry.
She moved. She played. She is mine. She isnt here yet, but will be soon and will be all mine. I feel her smile, and dreams and laugh. My daughter. How long how i wanted her.
time after time she escaped me, leaving broken. But she forms again. As though she still wants me. Perhaps she isn't escaping but kidnapped instead.
This time, im ready, and shes staying protected and staying with me.
Two days to the date, in which i will see the face of her.
Im all ready and fit to go, her room is perfect, keeps everything she will ever need. And i will Cinta her, on my own.
I will be the only one of a time being to Cinta her. I'm alone, but she will take away the lonelness.
she moves again. she plays everyday, not one hari goes sejak that she doesnt remind me of her, but how could i forget anyway. I fear she will be a engertic figeter, she just moves everyday, every hour, she makes me laugh.
I dont know what to name her yet. How can anda name face that anda haven't yet seen. She must suit it. But i still have my favourites of course.
i dont know how i manged to fall asleep with her Bola sepak games all night, but i did.
however she had caused me to feel really sick when i woke. A rare occaision for me. Morning sickness wasn't too harsh to me ever before..
I felt heat rising from my chest, creating my breath uneven to pants.
I've never felt like this before, panic was shaking in my body. Relax . relax. everythings ok.
I felt her kick hurt me. Then lebih sickness come from the tip of my throat and out. Gross.
i waited for her to reply. I waited. she diddnt answer.
i need help. i try to stable my weak legs, only to feel a massive pull within my adomin. The pants grew lebih and lebih voilent.
i saw it rush out of me. no. no. please.
i tried to walk to the phone, i need help.
"911 emergancy, whats your emergancy?"
"Please... i ..i need help... its.. its.. my baby. baby." was i all i was able to break throught the pants.
"We will be there soon. just sit down and breathe"
its wasnt long till they came to rescue me.
sejak then the blood was all over me. i rocking back and forth, holding onto to her.
They carried me to the hospital.
She moved. She played. She is mine. She isnt here yet, but will be soon and will be all mine. I feel her smile, and dreams and laugh. My daughter. How long how i wanted her.
time after time she escaped me, leaving broken. But she forms again. As though she still wants me. Perhaps she isn't escaping but kidnapped instead.
This time, im ready, and shes staying protected and staying with me.
Two days to the date, in which i will see the face of her.
Im all ready and fit to go, her room is perfect, keeps everything she will ever need. And i will Cinta her, on my own.
I will be the only one of a time being to Cinta her. I'm alone, but she will take away the lonelness.
she moves again. she plays everyday, not one hari goes sejak that she doesnt remind me of her, but how could i forget anyway. I fear she will be a engertic figeter, she just moves everyday, every hour, she makes me laugh.
I dont know what to name her yet. How can anda name face that anda haven't yet seen. She must suit it. But i still have my favourites of course.
i dont know how i manged to fall asleep with her Bola sepak games all night, but i did.
however she had caused me to feel really sick when i woke. A rare occaision for me. Morning sickness wasn't too harsh to me ever before..
I felt heat rising from my chest, creating my breath uneven to pants.
I've never felt like this before, panic was shaking in my body. Relax . relax. everythings ok.
I felt her kick hurt me. Then lebih sickness come from the tip of my throat and out. Gross.
i waited for her to reply. I waited. she diddnt answer.
i need help. i try to stable my weak legs, only to feel a massive pull within my adomin. The pants grew lebih and lebih voilent.
i saw it rush out of me. no. no. please.
i tried to walk to the phone, i need help.
"911 emergancy, whats your emergancy?"
"Please... i ..i need help... its.. its.. my baby. baby." was i all i was able to break throught the pants.
"We will be there soon. just sit down and breathe"
its wasnt long till they came to rescue me.
sejak then the blood was all over me. i rocking back and forth, holding onto to her.
They carried me to the hospital.
A place I once trusted
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a Masquerade
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance atau song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an Angel
Free as a shooting bintang
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a Masquerade
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance atau song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an Angel
Free as a shooting bintang
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
Her eyes sparkled like a precious stone
Her hati, tengah-tengah was much golden than her hair
her charming hair flew in the air
.......But I knew she had an aimless life
Every part of her body was filled with an innocent tear
But I made her comfy and told her dear,
nobody is useless.
As she heard this,
every part of her body went fearless.
In a hand I saw a pearl...
& that hand was of the blonde girl.
The hati, tengah-tengah has long been considered to be where feelings of Cinta dwell.In Cinta songs throughout the ages,love almost always goes together with the heart.The hati, tengah-tengah has continuously been viewed as the place where Cinta begins and develops.Even the Bible gives quote to Cinta and the heart.
The role of the hati, tengah-tengah in Cinta must come from what happens to it when a person feels strongly attracted to someone.The strong feelings for the other person,especially in the early stages of a relationship,have the results that the hati, tengah-tengah starts beating faster and breathing starts speeding up.
According to psychologists,a Cinta relationship is a situation that involves a lot of stress and the body reacts to this sejak getting ready to face the unknown.This has veen called the 'fight atau flight' reaction,meeting danger sejak fighting it atau running away.So with love,the hati, tengah-tengah accelerates and breathing becomes quick.
The role of the hati, tengah-tengah in Cinta must come from what happens to it when a person feels strongly attracted to someone.The strong feelings for the other person,especially in the early stages of a relationship,have the results that the hati, tengah-tengah starts beating faster and breathing starts speeding up.
According to psychologists,a Cinta relationship is a situation that involves a lot of stress and the body reacts to this sejak getting ready to face the unknown.This has veen called the 'fight atau flight' reaction,meeting danger sejak fighting it atau running away.So with love,the hati, tengah-tengah accelerates and breathing becomes quick.
now standing on last hari of tahun
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
hari sejak hari we got used to
night sejak night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
seterusnya time we'll say
"damn our hati, tengah-tengah still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer artikel :P
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
hari sejak hari we got used to
night sejak night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
seterusnya time we'll say
"damn our hati, tengah-tengah still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer artikel :P