how can anda look
straight into my eyes,
and see none of the pain
reflect from my glossy stare?
how can anda spit lies
right to my face,
and feel none of the regret
from the shame?
how can anda Ciuman me
so harsh and coldly,
and not understand
that your hurting us both?
i dont know what your doing,
atau even why,anymore.
i dont see how anda can break
such an innocent heart,
and keep smiling
that beautifully irritating smile.
i dont see how anda could do this
to anyone who let anda in so much,
and just shove them from your mind.
when i get close,
anda alih further away.
when i smile,
yours fades.
when i laugh,
anda become silent.
and when im gone,
youre at your happiest.
i dont see why i keep trying.
nothing i do is ever good enough.
and honestly,
anda really just dont care.
thats how anda can do
all the horrible things anda do.
all because
anda just dont give a shit.
straight into my eyes,
and see none of the pain
reflect from my glossy stare?
how can anda spit lies
right to my face,
and feel none of the regret
from the shame?
how can anda Ciuman me
so harsh and coldly,
and not understand
that your hurting us both?
i dont know what your doing,
atau even why,anymore.
i dont see how anda can break
such an innocent heart,
and keep smiling
that beautifully irritating smile.
i dont see how anda could do this
to anyone who let anda in so much,
and just shove them from your mind.
when i get close,
anda alih further away.
when i smile,
yours fades.
when i laugh,
anda become silent.
and when im gone,
youre at your happiest.
i dont see why i keep trying.
nothing i do is ever good enough.
and honestly,
anda really just dont care.
thats how anda can do
all the horrible things anda do.
all because
anda just dont give a shit.
She looked like she was gonna die again
"izzy!"i yelled."what is wrong with you?"
"whats wrong with me?!im not the one on drugs!"
"im not!"
"oh."
"i told you!"
"well,im not the one who says that we are going to texas."
"we are!"i yelled
"jamie,get back into reality."your not going to texas."
"yeah,i am!"
"well,just exactly how are anda gonna get there?"
" woh, i thought. i shouldve thought of that.
"well,"i began."we can take a plane?"
" we? " she asked."im not going anywhere. i mean,how do anda know shes in texas?"
"we dont,"i said."thats why we are going.to find out."
"i dont wanna!" she left the room,and left the house.
i wasnt gonna go without her.
"izzy!"i yelled."what is wrong with you?"
"whats wrong with me?!im not the one on drugs!"
"im not!"
"oh."
"i told you!"
"well,im not the one who says that we are going to texas."
"we are!"i yelled
"jamie,get back into reality."your not going to texas."
"yeah,i am!"
"well,just exactly how are anda gonna get there?"
" woh, i thought. i shouldve thought of that.
"well,"i began."we can take a plane?"
" we? " she asked."im not going anywhere. i mean,how do anda know shes in texas?"
"we dont,"i said."thats why we are going.to find out."
"i dont wanna!" she left the room,and left the house.
i wasnt gonna go without her.
