It always starts with darkness. Just like the rumors that Vampires were made to sign Satan's book with blood as the registration, it was thought that a vampire's soul was consumed sejak darkness. For the first couple months, that's what it really feels like; darkness, always there like the anjing, anak anjing anda always wished for to follow anda around. Sadly, I never had a puppy, so this was all awkwardly new to me.
"That's how it's going to be for a while." Adrian told me one hari while I woke up from a deep sleep, facing the sunlight. I had forgotten that we were now affected sejak that sunlight lebih than humans. I crawled under the covers and sighed before another wave of sleep passed over me. I felt Adrian make a light tap on my back, and I knew that was a sort of sympathy for me. I appreaciated it.
Along with that there was times where my body temperature grew amazingly hot, bringing me up to temperatures near 120 degrees Fahrenheit.
"That's to regualte your temperature until anda get the craving for blood." Adrian explained, making a wise face while stroking the invisible beard. I would have normally told him that he was losing his charm that way, but since I was having a hard time moving my lips since my mouth was burning as if someone stuck a match there, I just rolled my eyes.
Then there was the shivers, when my body would grow cold. My insides would feel numb, and no matter whether I had ten blankets on atau a heater seterusnya to me, I'd still be freezing my vampire keldai off.
"There is a positive reaction to the negative." Adrian stated, sitting as far away from me as possible as if frost was radiating off of me and repelling him away from my convulsing body. "Think of the raging temperatures above 100 as being the positive, and what you're going through now as the negative. There will be a balance somewhere."
"Yeah? Like when?" I chattered back icily, and instead of answering he just left me, which i accepted grateully.
If that wasn't enough, I had to get regular training with Marcus and have historic lessons with Dimitri. The only times they excused me was when I had my sleeping spells, which went from hours to days. I feared that my condition was going to get worse.
"It's got to get worse before---"
"Stop being so damn intellectual!" I shouted at Adrian, and he gave me a pouty look before leaving me alone for a number of days.
Most of these symptoms I had started to accept in stride, but after a while all I heard was "this will all fade once anda get your dose of blood." Yet no one was telling me when I was going to get my dose yet, atau when the thought of blood was going to appeal to me. Thinking about it now, it was just as neutral as any other unimportant word out there---no signifigance except when I got bloody bruised when Marcus gave a pantas, swift side-kick to the face yesterday.
"Oh, Zelos, is that all you've got?" He questioned tauntingly, curling his finger at me. He was crouched predatorily, flashing white teeth that glistened with the familiar clear liquid.
I stumbled to my feet, rubbing my cheek in anger. He knew I just became a vampire, so why in the world was he treating me like some 400-year old Coven leader? "Maybe if anda eased up on me I could make a hit sometime."
"That won't make anda stronger, that will just make anda think that every enemy anda go against will let anda get the hits first." Marcus stated before racing in a blur around my body before twisting a long arm around my waist and hurtling me to the nearest pokok in the forest. The impact sent a flock of birds to flee. I looked over at him gloomily, then staggered to my feet again, panting.
"Good, Zelos, anda have gotten increased stamina. That will be beneficial later." He ran over and helped me back to the cabin, inspecting the print left on my ribs. "Sorry about that, brother. But pain is the reward to gain, and gaining is a step closer to greatness."
It was the first time I heard him call me brother. I smiled. "It's okay, Marcus. Thank you."
After that, I cherished the pain I recieved and thought of me greater. It didn't take long before I had Marcus pinned to a tree, his neck inches away from a spear made of wood. The pain vibrated underneath my fingertips, but Marcus looked ten times frigthened sejak it than I was, his eyes glued to the angkasa between the pokok protion and his neck. He made a shaky smile and peeled me off like tape, pushing me back cautiously. Even though he was shook, he was pleased. "Well done, Zelos. It takes a lot to bring me down. I think the others can tell anda that." He nodded behind me, and I turned to see Dimitri and Adrian come from behind the looming trees, broad grins on their faces.
"Well done, little bro!" Adrian slapped me hard on the back, making me cough, but I smiled eagerly at him. Dimitri clapped his hand on my shoulder and nodded, and I was shocked at the emotion that he gave. Respectfully, I nodded back.
Marcus drew my attention back to him. "Zelos, I think it's time that tomorrow, we will---"
"Am I going to drink?" I asked a little to happily.
Adrian laughed, but Marcus shook his head sadly. "No, we are going to take anda to the outskirts of town. I want to see how close anda can get to the humans without getting reacted. Only your true instincts can tell us whether anda are ready enough to feed, and that will be the hardest for all of us, especially you." He led us back to the cabin.
I shivered this time, and I knew it wasn't because of my cold temperature.
"That's how it's going to be for a while." Adrian told me one hari while I woke up from a deep sleep, facing the sunlight. I had forgotten that we were now affected sejak that sunlight lebih than humans. I crawled under the covers and sighed before another wave of sleep passed over me. I felt Adrian make a light tap on my back, and I knew that was a sort of sympathy for me. I appreaciated it.
Along with that there was times where my body temperature grew amazingly hot, bringing me up to temperatures near 120 degrees Fahrenheit.
"That's to regualte your temperature until anda get the craving for blood." Adrian explained, making a wise face while stroking the invisible beard. I would have normally told him that he was losing his charm that way, but since I was having a hard time moving my lips since my mouth was burning as if someone stuck a match there, I just rolled my eyes.
Then there was the shivers, when my body would grow cold. My insides would feel numb, and no matter whether I had ten blankets on atau a heater seterusnya to me, I'd still be freezing my vampire keldai off.
"There is a positive reaction to the negative." Adrian stated, sitting as far away from me as possible as if frost was radiating off of me and repelling him away from my convulsing body. "Think of the raging temperatures above 100 as being the positive, and what you're going through now as the negative. There will be a balance somewhere."
"Yeah? Like when?" I chattered back icily, and instead of answering he just left me, which i accepted grateully.
If that wasn't enough, I had to get regular training with Marcus and have historic lessons with Dimitri. The only times they excused me was when I had my sleeping spells, which went from hours to days. I feared that my condition was going to get worse.
"It's got to get worse before---"
"Stop being so damn intellectual!" I shouted at Adrian, and he gave me a pouty look before leaving me alone for a number of days.
Most of these symptoms I had started to accept in stride, but after a while all I heard was "this will all fade once anda get your dose of blood." Yet no one was telling me when I was going to get my dose yet, atau when the thought of blood was going to appeal to me. Thinking about it now, it was just as neutral as any other unimportant word out there---no signifigance except when I got bloody bruised when Marcus gave a pantas, swift side-kick to the face yesterday.
"Oh, Zelos, is that all you've got?" He questioned tauntingly, curling his finger at me. He was crouched predatorily, flashing white teeth that glistened with the familiar clear liquid.
I stumbled to my feet, rubbing my cheek in anger. He knew I just became a vampire, so why in the world was he treating me like some 400-year old Coven leader? "Maybe if anda eased up on me I could make a hit sometime."
"That won't make anda stronger, that will just make anda think that every enemy anda go against will let anda get the hits first." Marcus stated before racing in a blur around my body before twisting a long arm around my waist and hurtling me to the nearest pokok in the forest. The impact sent a flock of birds to flee. I looked over at him gloomily, then staggered to my feet again, panting.
"Good, Zelos, anda have gotten increased stamina. That will be beneficial later." He ran over and helped me back to the cabin, inspecting the print left on my ribs. "Sorry about that, brother. But pain is the reward to gain, and gaining is a step closer to greatness."
It was the first time I heard him call me brother. I smiled. "It's okay, Marcus. Thank you."
After that, I cherished the pain I recieved and thought of me greater. It didn't take long before I had Marcus pinned to a tree, his neck inches away from a spear made of wood. The pain vibrated underneath my fingertips, but Marcus looked ten times frigthened sejak it than I was, his eyes glued to the angkasa between the pokok protion and his neck. He made a shaky smile and peeled me off like tape, pushing me back cautiously. Even though he was shook, he was pleased. "Well done, Zelos. It takes a lot to bring me down. I think the others can tell anda that." He nodded behind me, and I turned to see Dimitri and Adrian come from behind the looming trees, broad grins on their faces.
"Well done, little bro!" Adrian slapped me hard on the back, making me cough, but I smiled eagerly at him. Dimitri clapped his hand on my shoulder and nodded, and I was shocked at the emotion that he gave. Respectfully, I nodded back.
Marcus drew my attention back to him. "Zelos, I think it's time that tomorrow, we will---"
"Am I going to drink?" I asked a little to happily.
Adrian laughed, but Marcus shook his head sadly. "No, we are going to take anda to the outskirts of town. I want to see how close anda can get to the humans without getting reacted. Only your true instincts can tell us whether anda are ready enough to feed, and that will be the hardest for all of us, especially you." He led us back to the cabin.
I shivered this time, and I knew it wasn't because of my cold temperature.
Nicholas suddenly slid down on one knee and asked me at age 13 will anda marry me even with our age and mother and father would be against it I berkata yes. I Elizabeth {or Lizzie for short} Catherine Cromwell will soon be Lizzie Catherine Tucker in a few short months/ There was so much to do so much to plan in fact I will make a senarai of what I already know
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Is it possible to fall in Cinta with someone you’ve never met
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen atau read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my hati, tengah-tengah begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
atau logical
Though Cinta rarely is
I can’t make my hati, tengah-tengah stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one hari we could share
A Cinta that is real
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen atau read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my hati, tengah-tengah begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
atau logical
Though Cinta rarely is
I can’t make my hati, tengah-tengah stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one hari we could share
A Cinta that is real
I breathed in and out slowly. This was horrid. Running. I spat at the word. I despised running.
Joseph jogged up to me. "You okay Kristen?"
"Yeah, just give me a minute."
"Hah! anda always end up like this. Maybe anda should quit track?"
"You know I can't! If I do, then I have to do Trigonometry. Ugh. That's worse."
"Right..."
I stood up and we walked in silence. His lithe step did not match mine. I had a clumsy, trip over step. I needed somebody to teach me how to walk right.
"Oof." I had tripped, and landed on my side. How? I have no idea. Normal people land on their face atau back. Not me!
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Joseph jogged up to me. "You okay Kristen?"
"Yeah, just give me a minute."
"Hah! anda always end up like this. Maybe anda should quit track?"
"You know I can't! If I do, then I have to do Trigonometry. Ugh. That's worse."
"Right..."
I stood up and we walked in silence. His lithe step did not match mine. I had a clumsy, trip over step. I needed somebody to teach me how to walk right.
"Oof." I had tripped, and landed on my side. How? I have no idea. Normal people land on their face atau back. Not me!
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i was a normal 18 tahun old colledge student until that night that horid night the night that all saftyein my life died it was a cold winters night and me and my friend trent were going to stay the night at the most haunted hospital in the world ( lebih like most haunted place of death and despair)waverly hlls sanitoryoum. "come on tristen were going to be laughing stocks of the city if we dont go" "trent." i berkata " i dont think we should go" " are u chicening out." he berkata " no" i snapped " but its not right" i argued to him "its these millions of death beads and u have famly that died there and so do i" " he looked mad at me mentioning his uncle who died there but i had to make him stop. "no" he berkata " we are going." to hell i thought if only i new
anda couldn't and wouldn't,
ask for anything more.
Now all anda want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
anda wish anda could help them,
through the pain,
but anda can't,
anda can only watch,
from the sky.
anda can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
anda put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
anda may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one lebih thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring anda happiness and peace.
ask for anything more.
Now all anda want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
anda wish anda could help them,
through the pain,
but anda can't,
anda can only watch,
from the sky.
anda can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
anda put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
anda may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one lebih thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring anda happiness and peace.